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Monday, December 31, 2012

The End of The Year

As 2012 is coming to an end.

I look back and think about the journey throughout the year.

 Fun, laughter, the bumps, and all else. 

Then, 

I think, 

what an experience because through it all God is my strength.

 My Lord, 

my redeemer, 

I give you praise and thanks!

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Life

The important thing in life isn't destination. It's the journey. The unexpected challenge along the way. The unexpected twist and turn.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

The Great Revival

Hey, as I promised before, I'm back here!

I'm sorry that I had quietly walked away from the blog and left a moment of silence. I had chaos of thoughts and went through some crazy times. Well, it took me courage to stand back and embrace this life. I have learnt that I should have live life abundantly. When life storms hit you, don't be weary, but stand up and face the challenge. Life is good anyway. Don't worry. I'm still very much ALIVE and living well. I hope everyone is living well too.

Could you imagine that I have about 50 drafts left in my blog post? I had a good laugh while reading these drafts. I decided to post some of them up here to share tits and bits of my life.This were written long ago so please keep reading if you really have that free time because it's gonna be a long post =)



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Welcome Back!

Hello world! It's February 2012 already. I'm back after vanishing into a black hole since August 2010. If you have noticed, I didn't update my blog for about one and half year already. Sorry guys, I learned a lot during these period of time. Please bear with me. I lost the confidence and courage in everything. I blamed myself and hatred myself as an useless person. Thank you Jesus. He is the one that heals my soul. I find comfort in Him when nothing else helps. I feel His power. I am not afraid because He is with me. Now all I know...it seems I'm more understand without Christ, I am nothing. I do not think of ending up my life because of certain issues I faced . By His mercy and grace, I'm able to break out from fallen position, rise up and walk again. It's not how you see yourself. Focus my eyes upon Jesus. He draws me closer to Him. The purpose I revive this blog again is to share my life experience with people around the world or may be other living organism at the outer space as well? I accept myself and knowing I am the creation of my beautiful Father. In the days to come, I shall live out my special calling. I do not know how God is going to direct my life's script, but I trust in Him that He will make a way for me. I would like to thank my family for always supporting me on this journey of life. Also, thanks to my old friends and new friends who accompanying me so far. I enjoy to have all my high school peeps who made my worth remembering for life. I'm so thankful to have such a great bunch of friends. You guys rocks! So for now, this blog will be back to normal with frequent updates. A little updates. I have been all good lately; just finished my finals and currently on my semester break. I do appreciate the things that happened lately. I enjoy every single hang out we had.



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Bonjour! I'M BACK!!!!! First, I would like to thank you for supporting me. Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.


I'm going through a magical moment. My heart skipped don't know how many beats. This is a strange enough new play on words. I found out something that is valuable to me has lost. Actually, blessings are everywhere. Pray hard and may think I have challenges, but I have so many blessings. Sometimes, it takes only a moment of conscious effort to recognize those blessings. Once you focus on the gifts instead of the problems, your whole perspective will change and you will see blessings everywhere.

 I was in the midst of a long blog break. Miracles of life are always around you, ready to be celebrated, ready to be welcomed into your life.This come-back is grand. The best way to become really good at something is to teach it to others, to share what you learn. However, blogs are replacing my personal diary. I don't want let blogs overwhelm my life. I need balance in all things to succeed at anything. I've learned to pace myself and to be careful not to bite off more than I can chew. Haha! Do you believe that there is a more fulfilling life ahead? To actually have the ability, but be able to do nothing. I really don't like that. People shouldn't dwell in the past. It's enough to try your best in all that you're doing now. People either go to school or get a job. Everyone is heading towards their own career paths. Humans don't really think about the things that they can do. Even though I think all this is a lie when the fact of life hits. I wanted to do something which is useful to humans. Jesus, help me! I'm going to have to go out on faith. Future is expanding by infinite proportions. But then, where is the future of the blog? Let's continue to see growth here. I like to think that as bloggers, we will have the most important role in the future of blogs and their evolution. If people blog for different reasons and not everyone defines success in the same way. I have a lot of goals. Some of them are sitting on a shelf waiting for me to actively get to them. So, I only selectively pick and choose what I can realistically tackle at any given time. Mistakes? Failure? These are my teachers. You never give up, no matter what happens. If something doesn't work for you find another approach. Always make sure you give whatever you are trying a fair chance, give it some time and work through it thoroughly before abandoning it. One of the most important things I've learned is having a work schedule. Almost as important is how to set goals. Then, make a plan for getting to those goals. Stay focused on both the goals and the plan. And like I said, "Never give up, you will get there". Turning mistakes into learning experiences and failure into opportunity is key to success.



 In the midst of world disasters and war at the end of 2004, I feel a sense of hope. I have an opportunity to make a difference. It's time to start. My focus has been on my family, friends and myself. I want a better understanding of the bigger world and culture. I want to look outside myself. I am not sure that I really know how to reach outside myself. I am often reluctant to let others in. I am amazed at some of the stories of how others have made a difference. I am ready to listen, observe and act. It's time to get going so it must start with me. "Be the change that you wish to see in the world.” A bit philosophical here but true to what Mahatma Gandhi would say about personal and social transformation. I have made a commitment to myself to really start living my life. I have always wanted to write and this may present an opportunity to increase my own self-awareness, while sharing my voice with others. Therefore, I'll write blog post randomly so stay tuned. ;)

“I try to live what I consider a "poetic existence." That means I take responsibility for the air I breathe and the space I take up. I try to be immediate, to be totally present for all my work.”Rock and roll music, if you like it, if you feel it, you can't help but move to it. That's what happens to me. I can't help it.' My recovery from manic depression has been an evolution, not a sudden miracle.












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Enjoy it, explore it, experience it. Don't hold back. It is God's gift to you. Don't be a wallflower in the dance of life. 


I've been letting you down. I'm sorry world. Excuse me. I think. I dream. I believe. I listen. I laugh. I live.This is a twenty-something's attempt to find beauty in all things, to seek for meaning and purpose, to appreciate life and its wonders, and to share the love with the world. I have a penchant for remembering the smallest details. I'm a softie when it comes to anything personal and sentimental. I treasure handwritten notes, notebook doodles, small handmade artsy items - just about anything that has a personal touch. I adore kids and I enjoy spending time with them.

Hmmm...I had so many horrid dreams at night. If only it was as simple as it was before. If only nothing changed. If only Inevitable is best accepted with serenity. There are times when you absolutely see no solution. When you've thought and thought and prayed and prayed; when you've sat still in meditation listening for an answer and still no answer comes. There are times when it’s okay to just surrender. I SURRENDER. The day finally came. Twist twist twist in my story. I have written 55 drafts for my current story. I'm still constantly organizing things in a certain way. Hope I'm not the OCD type of person? I'm asserting myself into my adulthood. Seriously,I haven't been exercising since so long. Last time, I would jog 3 times a week without fail but now I only exercise on weekends. This is funny because it's really a time for people to relax and breath. 

Well today is about 6 months since the last entry. Sorry, I was temporarily disconnected. Let's be frank, my bad habits just caught up with me! Yup yup! I  just caught the joyous mood of the festival. Not much else to report and I'm jumping off the edge and learning to fly to resolve another issue.

Oh-woahh, wondering what's on my mind. Don't wonder because the wonder of it all, the wonder that I made. I am here to stay so don't rot and stay fresh! An internet search will throw up hundreds of leads eehehhh. I can be overwhelmed by sweets at festive seasons. Something is different and I'll try to explain it. Well, I got an appointment from the dentist. 2 weeks later, I went to the clinic and she taught me few teeth caring tips such as how to brush teeth and how to use gentle, circular motions to massage and clean the teeth and gums. Then, she cleaned and dried the tooth to be treated and then paint a layer of liquid white plastic material on the pits. It's dental sealant. Lastly, I had a bite adjustment. Everyday, I have to gaggle my mouth with salt water in order to kill the germs.
Notice: This is not for comfort, but also to preserve the health of my teeth...but it's not refreshing at all. What to do? I push and squeezed the gum until a whitish yellow pus came out. It's so yucky and definitely an infection. And of course nobody wants to eat it right?
Tooth crowding, receding gums, ...I just counted and there are more than 20 posts in search for tooth problems. Sensitivity to the temperature on the tooth when I drink or gaggle my mouth made me feel so irritated. Whenever I bite something or just close my mouth, it really hurts. This pain has come over the past few weeks and keep disturbing me like forever...nono I always have teeth pain since Form 4. I think but that's another type of pain so I decided to see the fix the problem but ended up even worse. Who should I blame? Wisdom teeth. Will growing wisdom teeth make me wiser? I don't like this feeling. Sigh, and again I'm too lazy to call up the dentist to tell her this situation. Brushing and gaggling my teeth is a painful task but this doesn't stop me from eating. I really should call and just go back and see her with no doubt.

Then, an appointment was made and had the surgery done. It was a mercy I got out alive. After I went to the treatment for the trea, I felt very much better. Well, I have to deal with root canal later.


Have a good time but get it out ALIVE!



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Thanks for reading all of em'! That's all for now!


I can't believe I can actually do so many things and I have discovered more about myself such as in a traditional way of writing diary. I really love writing and felt that I should make some contribution to this world at least, share life experience to the others to inspire and be inspired.

I learnt to smile and laugh as much as I can. Don't be scared if you heard my maniac laughter sound. I won't bite you. People who's facing problems, I just want to tell you that you are not alone. I sense how you feel. You never know what you can do until you try to do it. God won't give you more than you can handle. Although there may have been times you thought the world was caving in on you, you got through it. You are much stronger than you think and with God's power, you are stronger than you can imagine. So charge ahead, you can handle it.


I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. - Philippians 4:13

I wish to make a difference and I will do it. It is better to do a few things well than a bunch of things shoddily. If you are feeling overwhelmed, don't take on anything more. It's okay, and you might be giving someone else a chance to get involved. You don't have to be all things to all people; a few things to a few people will be just fine. It is the small things that make a big difference. Last but not least, I sincerely thank my family members and friends for their help, encouragement and blessings. Thank you to all of you!

note: haven't seen the dentist yet.
That's not all! I will have a lot more to say so stay tuned. 



Embrace life!
To make a heart:
(remove the dashes)
-h-e-a-r-t-s-

Love,
Angeline

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Days of Silence


Hello peeps
I come in peace ;p
Hah, I ♥ the pic!


This is my first post for April. Beware. Don't get fooled! I didn't write blog for some time and found that I almost got crazy already. Let's think on the bright side. My obession with the internet has decreased. *clap**clap* I can focus and concentrate to do other things. I'm still learning to relax myself but not too much at one time. Haiz, it's not easy as ABC. I have been enduring for the unfolding emotions and dramatic conflicts. How draaaaamaaatic O.o

Yeah, I was in state of silence for xx days. Whoa, a new record! Hmmm...how well you can define silence? From the definitions on the web, silence is the condition or quality of being or keeping still and silent,the absence of sound; stillness, a period of time without speech or noise, refusal or failure to speak out. Silence is a relative or total lack of audible sound. Friends also might wonder what's going on? My silence was so surprising?

Is it the weight that I'm carrying on is much too heavy for one human being? Don't be confused. I'm not pregnant. I wanna give some of that "weight" where it belongs. What weight? Secret*. Jesus, I need you now. Yeah, I have faith that what happens is for the best, whether I understand it or not. I'm like the optimists looking for the light at the end the tunnel? Come on, time is fading. There's no point playing the blame game again,blaming on that has happened. The important point is that we should start believing God to work out our problems, just as I would believe Him to work out anything else that’s wrong in my life so I will continue to do my best to make a difference. Never, ever give up if you still want to try... ...
"Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try Again. Fail again. Fail better"
- Samuel Beckett

I can do all things through Christ, He who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:13

By the way, my weight has gone up><". This is the result of energy input > energy output. -.-" People want to gain weight to keep up with friends or for all sorts of reasons. When is training session for the run? I'm gonna start traning , lose fats and build stamina! NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

I am killing the time and time is killing me too. Now, my eyes make me look tired. Sleepless night? Come on,this is just a temporary condition. Those dark circles under the eyes will be gone when I'm feeling better, right? Faith is about believing strongly when logic can’t support an answer. Life involves taking many risks every day, and not all of them will end positively. Life is BEAUTIFUL. I’ve got nothing to complain about already so I should Z-I-P my mouth. There's enough time to do it, with no time to waste. OK, let's move on. I missed you XD Aha, do you get me?
I ♥ this song. This was something I needed to hear!




extraction part of the lyrics

I need Your power to renew me, Lord, yeah
I need to know You're moving through me, Lord

I need You as my refuge
My first and last resort
Be the river always running
Through my deepest thoughts
Keep me in Your arms
'Cause even when I drift
I want to love You better than this

So renew me, Remake me
Undo me, Unbreak me
Come into the empty spaces
Of my broken places
And consume me, Complete me
Pursue me, Redeem me
Let Your Holy Spirit living through me
Renew me


Adios. God Bless~

Friday, March 26, 2010

One kind of Moment


This week is quite special. I had mixed feelings. Only a couple of times this 'special' kind of moment happened in my life. Each moment counts. For this moment is all we ever have. Would we really want to go change everything? The past is gone and the future is yet to be. What we can do cause we are who and where and what we are for now and this is the only moment we can do anything about. Be safe and good, or take a chance and be great? Hectic pace. The future is unclear for me.

I realised that I kept using that word 'we' in this post. Is this an appropriate noun to be used in writing? Should I change that to 'I'? Will using too much of 'I' cause people feel he/she a incredibly self-centered person?

OMG, where's the main point? I have never been a killer. Hope I didn't kill your brain cells. Back to this moment...listening to my heartbeat and there’s a wonder in the here and now. It’s right there in front of me and I don’t want to miss the chance. There’s only one who knows what’s really out there waiting in all the moments yet to be.

Sometimes I reach at a point where I like the feeling of the moment that's where I want to stop but I've been given these moments to encourage me along the way. Don't let those precious minutes pass me by. I want to live for every moment! Dear heavenly father in heaven, I need your guidance in doing the things I ought to do. Help me to trust in you all the time. I'll trust you as I trust the telephone to transmit my voice.

Jesus, remember me when I face the struggles and stresses of life.
Jesus, remember me when I feel like You're not there.
Jesus, remember me when the guilt of my past haunts me like a relentless ghost.

Do you believe God gives you the desires of your heart? When God grants my heart’s desire according to His purpose...if it is possible let this cup pass me by but not according to will but let His will be done?

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7
whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.
Hope it is well.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

The Night-side


Oppressive heat in the noon
then came the burdened clouds in the night
and rain already here now
Open the flood gates of Heaven
I can feel how heavy the rain fell
oh oh oh
Oh rain,
pour on me please...
When the pressure is on you
It's really hard to stand on
...went to Facon Education fair in KLCC today
Thinking...
Planning...
Thinking...
Looking at the old post
dreams of future?
How things have changed?
Hmmm...what's up?
It's been weeks full with too much going on in and outside of *.*

I heard people saying that the greater the darkness the brighter your light can shine.
Lead me to the right place where I can shine?
So must I shine in the darkness?
Shine on me...

In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven
Matthew 5:16


There's always a song in my head
I can hear it and my mind was singing along with all my heart
I feel the peace that can't be explained
I will be still
I'm longing for the healing to come
Today's song in my mind is "STILL"
I will not be afraid
I will TRUST and not be afraid for you are with me
I know that He knows.
Thank you Jesus.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

There must be more to life than this


There must be more to life than this
There must be more to life than this
How do we cope in a world without love
Mending all those broken hearts
And tending to those crying faces
There must be more to life than living
A better way for us to survive
Why should it be just a case of black or white
There must be more to life than this
Why is this world so full of hate
People dying everywhere
And we destroy what we create
People fighting for their human rights
But we just go on saying c'est la vie
So this is life
There must be more to life than killing
There must be more than meets the eye
What good is life, if in the end we all must die
There must be more to life than this
There must be more to life than killing
There must be more to life than this
I live in hope for a world filled with love
Then we can all just live in peace
There must be more to life, much more to life
There must be more to life, more to life than this

...that humans learn only by trial and error
I've got to live life, not think about it.
Just let me step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again.
Learn and grow but not to shrink back

I feel ALIVE!

Monday, February 22, 2010

Wonder...?


Oh, hello! It's afternoon!
I had few wonderful CNY visitation events. I had conversation and with my old classmates. I can't imagine a CNY without a dining with family and friends.
And yet, there are so many things I wonder about and so I wonder about what's next?
I wonder whether this was the right thing to do where you have so many things running through your head and so many things to think about,to start to handle and to solve...that just seems to be that last battle of your day? blah blah blah and to my wonder, problem still exists. What solutions do u offer?

I tried not to worry about tomorrow. After all tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.


So here (here)
You're free,
To hear (hear),
You're free to hear the truth
No fear in truth.

Truth
Brings
The calm,
So the storm won't take you down.

Halleluia,
He takes the simple,
And uses them to confound the proud.

So here (here),
You'ree free,
To hear (hear),
You'ree free.

I'm free to tell the truth,
I'm not a comfortable liar.
The truth sets me free,
So I can be free from lies
And I can see
And I can hear

So You will know the truth, too!

I should probably stop typing now because in this sense, I really have not come to a conclusion at all?

Friday, February 19, 2010

Logic is Illogical



Logic does not solve anything.

What could you not accept, if you but knew that everything that happens, all events, past, present, and to come, are gently planned by One Whose only purpose is your good?


by the way, guess who is she?

Out of Control

We want to control so everything happens in just the way we want it.

But at the end of the day, we control nothing,




It's all in God's hands, - has always been, and will always be.


So, do what you can, and then let go, and let God handle the rest.

*I ♥ Shugo chara!

Monday, February 15, 2010

Life

Life is...? Everybody has hard times. Facing ourselves can really bite the big one.

No feeling is final. Just keep going!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

0126 HAPPY day

Yo! I haven't been blogging for few days already. Where have I been?

Wonderful events
100122 - home\ No Form 6 Costume Party -.-
100123 - chatting\ tooth fairy movie\ Mc D food\ shopping\ A&W food\ shopping\ home
100126 - chatting\ 'The Best House' Visitation\ playing\ kidding\ baking\ home

eat eat eat made my stomach felt so FULL all the time these days! I should eat right la burppppp ~.~ haiz
It's just all the bad things in life that make me unhappy. Noone can be happy all the time, right? But I felt grateful and HAPPY today! I shouldn't regret anything that I said because it's what me were feeling at this moment. When people close to you remember things that make you smile or feel special or something else. I always try to be happy at all times no matter what happens =) I didn't tell you to pretend everything is fine when you know that it’s not. There's gonna be some things in life that are going to make it hard for you to smile, but through all you see, all the rain and all the pain, you have to keep your sense of humor and keep on smiling. Think from the bright side mah~ Everyone strives to find it and keep it.

The source of happiness varies from person to person. My today's defination of "Happy" isssss not being pressured by wants and needs. It's having something that I can be glad to share with others. I so happy today cuz I have found my friends whom I can share my interest with. We had a pleasant evening together. No matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I rejoice greatly in the Lord that at last you have renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you have been concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. haha~I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.

Live knowing that somebody loves you; even if it isn't the somebody you want it to be. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Thank you and bye bye!

Can you lay down the burden of perfection now and strive for wholeness, happiness, and peace of mind instead? Peace be with you peeps! ;D

Come on! excercise to fight stress cuz I wanna be happy!

Monday, January 11, 2010

Direction and Destination


Nothing makes us so lonely as our secrets.

Knowing direction to travel without knowing destination...well it has to be deal with this word-FAITH. For me...everytime I pray, I believe God is always there for me and He listens to my prayer...knowing the weak are made strong. Just as you always said human can never be satisfiable blahs*...humans have weaknesses. I just keep holding on to the belief that God's strength is made perfect in my weakness. For when I am weak then I am strong. A sobering thought: what if, at this very moment, am I living up to my full potential? My own bias is pretty simple. I believe that our faith does have an effect.

opps so late already..ciao~

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

Times when words cannot express

YES! Less than 24 hours then I can meet my besties. >besties: tell me do you feel the same as me? How's my life? Its seems just like yesterday, almost the same.However I changed it a little and make it a little bit different.*OMG!self-talking*. I was self-talking again. However, it's positive self-talk, not the negative ones*lucky**lucky* Life is what you can make of it. You can’t control all the events in your life, but you can always decide what the events mean to you and how you are going to act on it, right? Then, we have to live with the consequences of our choices. Make the right choice and you would prosper. Make the wrong choice and you would suffer. I was examining my inner process*.* Too many thoughts are going through my mind and I can't express all. There are times when words cannot express, so you wouldn't understand...

I have started thinking about the purpose of being alive since when I was a kid *lol* I feel happy to be able to spend my every single day even though sometimes I feel bad but I'll forgive and forget. Weeping at night alone? Don't worry. Joy will come in the morning. To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future. haha!

For his anger lasts only a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may remain for a night,
but rejoicing comes in the morning. (Psalm 30:5)

Be it unto me
According to your Word
According to your promises
I can stand secure
Carve upon my heart
The truth that sets me free
According to your Word O Lord
Be it unto me

Since when I become so downhearted? It's seems like there is no hope of accomplishing any dream. "Like success, failure is many things to many people. With Positive Mental Attitude, failure is a learning experience, a rung on the ladder, a plateau at which to get your thoughts in order and prepare to try again."-W. Clement Stone ...so I was not supposed to sound like this!*no tears**don't worry**wake up* So what are you doing today? Produce your life phrases and make your day extraordinary! Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does. Come on! Bring more positive energy into your life.

If you are really thankful, what do you do? Let me share this video and make you feel the warmth of the day. Let's go back, way back, back into old time and watch this video.



I watched this cartoon series when I was in my early childhood. It's my bros' favourite. Up untill now, I only know the title of the show-"Oggy and the Cockroaches". It was fun watching it just because of the crazy characters + funny sound effect in it.haha~

I'm a milkaholic. Chocolate milk! *gulp**gulp* Yum yum yummy!!
May God Bless You

When you discover your mission, you will feel its demand. It will fill you with enthusiasm and a burning desire to get to work on it.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

What colour is your heart?

Blue heart.
"You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You're grateful for what you have in life, even if it's not perfect. People love you for who you are, don't ever change that- it's what makes you the great person that you are."

Blue
75%
Green
68%
Yellow
68%
Pink
50%
Purple
46%
White
46%
Black
36%
Orange
36%
Red
32%

Aha, what a nice comment."Don't ever change that- it's what makes you the great person that you are"???? I don't believe we ever stop changing, learning and growing. Oh great, I thought to myself. And so it has begun. I agree that people do change with time. They really do! Change in general is the law of nature. Time changes our thoughts, physical structure and strength. This is part of our life. We gain knowledge, experience and develop interpersonal relationship with others. This would make us a better person but how hard can it possibly be to observe what's taking place inside of us?

So writing blog or diary has always been some kind of self-therapy. If you have plenty of time to kill, then continue to read this..if you don't have a second to spare right now, then keep it until some other time because time is of the essence. Meeting all the deadlines are essential and required...ehehehe...and now, time is on my side. Time will tell and you will know it. It is only a matter of time. Muahahahaaa......

Most people have changed but normally the basic nature a person always remain the same. Since we can't go back and change this history, we need to move forward. One must aspire for the good. Currently, I'm watching drama- 1 Litre of Tears. This drama is based on the real-life struggles of a teenage girl. Don't watch if you don't want to cry.

p/s:Prepare a box of tissues.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Stereotype Human


If you could look any way you want to, how would you look? I would look to the left, right is so overrated. HAHA! I'M NOT CRAZY YET although so I have no idea how long I was like that. I have locked myself in my house for more than 1/2 a month but exclude Saturday and Sunday.

Seriously, looking at the topics in the education forum, the enormous number of topics of school leavers seeking help on choosing which course to study. I was just wondering why is this the case. May be they're unsure of their passion choices or nowadays a lot of courses being offered. The more the choices the more difficult to choose?

Yea, humans not only one type of interest. The common thread is that thinking in terms of stereotypes is a natural extension of thinking in terms of categories, and that this form of mental operation typically serves us well. The tendency to think in terms of stereotypes is so pervasive for exactly the reason that it derives from how we think about many, if not most, other areas of our lives. It's hard to know what I'm saying?!

Well, at times what we consider to be appropriate or desirable qualities in a person may reflect more about our personal preferences than about the skills needed to perform a job.

Never mind, just keep your hopes alive as they face the everyday challenges in the real world.

Do you want to hear a dirty joke?

A boy fell in the mud.

Do you want to hear a clean joke?

That boy took a shower.

OK. That's all for today.


Next Thursday and Let There Be Light a Party!

Friday, December 25, 2009

CHRISTmas


Christmas is a universal holiday, which means it is celebrated by Christians, and some non-Christians, all over the world. Almost everyone, regardless of race or culture, views the occasion as a time to be merry and to be extra-nice. A simple wish-'Merry Christmas' to you and your loved ones!

Another hectic year has passed by. On this Christmas, take the time to reflect on the past year. I took a walk to check out the Christmas lights by myself, and I gave thought to all I have gained in my life.

Life never been so easy.

And now these three remain: faith, hope
and love. But the greatest of these is love.
~ 1 Corinthians 13:13

Let us not love with words or tongues,
but with actions and in truth.
~ 1 John 3:18

Thursday, December 24, 2009

The Future

Nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be.

You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know.

He saw beyond my circumstances. Take me beyond my comfort zone!

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm, plans to give you a hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11)

Thursday, December 10, 2009

On this day, God wants you to know...

... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

My thoughts swirl around my head, convoluting into a mass of incomprehensible matter. I am too tired to unwind the twisted strands of my mind. If is wants to stay as coiled up as it is, then let it. I surrender to the tide, let it wash away the shadows of uncertainty.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

X Bad Thoughts


There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.


...its kinda true -.-
I'll do it.