First post in 2010

Happy New Year peeps! It'a 20100101 already. 2009 was really a great year for me cuz I had sit for STPM. The results will be coming out, most probably during March holidays. Hmmm.. 3 months man! What can I do? Everyone else is finding a job, so I shall find one too? Parents started to nag me already. XD ..do administration work or become a promoter? These jobs can help me to improve my communication skill.

I did some research on the net about choosing my future path. I know my interests. But you cant split yourself into many parts to do all things at once, am I right? So get a plan first. Don't rush.

I feel breathless and tired. Isn't I lack of sleep. I think I'm lacked of iron. Is it real for iron not easily absorbed by the body? I need iron man! Iron is very important because it helps our body to make haemoglobin. Haemoglobin, the protein found in red blood cells that carries oxygen around your body and gives blood its red colour. Isn't I lack of sleep? It's still a long holidays for me. I sleep 6-8 hours per day. I didn't skip meal. I had almost 6 meals a day. Should having no problem right? Anaemia? Nooo...HELP!!

A New Year’s resolution is something that goes in one year and out the other. I haven't exercised regularly. It's time to kick your butt into gear and get a healthier life.



Happy 2010 once again :D

I'm planning so many things

What colour is your heart?

Blue heart.
"You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You're grateful for what you have in life, even if it's not perfect. People love you for who you are, don't ever change that- it's what makes you the great person that you are."

Blue
75%
Green
68%
Yellow
68%
Pink
50%
Purple
46%
White
46%
Black
36%
Orange
36%
Red
32%

Aha, what a nice comment."Don't ever change that- it's what makes you the great person that you are"???? I don't believe we ever stop changing, learning and growing. Oh great, I thought to myself. And so it has begun. I agree that people do change with time. They really do! Change in general is the law of nature. Time changes our thoughts, physical structure and strength. This is part of our life. We gain knowledge, experience and develop interpersonal relationship with others. This would make us a better person but how hard can it possibly be to observe what's taking place inside of us?

So writing blog or diary has always been some kind of self-therapy. If you have plenty of time to kill, then continue to read this..if you don't have a second to spare right now, then keep it until some other time because time is of the essence. Meeting all the deadlines are essential and required...ehehehe...and now, time is on my side. Time will tell and you will know it. It is only a matter of time. Muahahahaaa......

Most people have changed but normally the basic nature a person always remain the same. Since we can't go back and change this history, we need to move forward. One must aspire for the good. Currently, I'm watching drama- 1 Litre of Tears. This drama is based on the real-life struggles of a teenage girl. Don't watch if you don't want to cry.

p/s:Prepare a box of tissues.

Stereotype Human

If you could look any way you want to, how would you look? I would look to the left, right is so overrated. HAHA! I'M NOT CRAZY YET although so I have no idea how long I was like that. I have locked myself in my house for more than 1/2 a month but exclude Saturday and Sunday.

Seriously, looking at the topics in the education forum, the enormous number of topics of school leavers seeking help on choosing which course to study. I was just wondering why is this the case. May be they're unsure of their passion choices or nowadays a lot of courses being offered. The more the choices the more difficult to choose?

Yea, humans not only one type of interest. The common thread is that thinking in terms of stereotypes is a natural extension of thinking in terms of categories, and that this form of mental operation typically serves us well. The tendency to think in terms of stereotypes is so pervasive for exactly the reason that it derives from how we think about many, if not most, other areas of our lives. It's hard to know what I'm saying?!

Well, at times what we consider to be appropriate or desirable qualities in a person may reflect more about our personal preferences than about the skills needed to perform a job.

Never mind, just keep your hopes alive as they face the everyday challenges in the real world.

Do you want to hear a dirty joke?

A boy fell in the mud.

Do you want to hear a clean joke?

That boy took a shower.

OK. That's all for today.

Next Thursday and Let There Be Light a Party!

CHRISTmas

Christmas is a universal holiday, which means it is celebrated by Christians, and some non-Christians, all over the world. Almost everyone, regardless of race or culture, views the occasion as a time to be merry and to be extra-nice. A simple wish-'Merry Christmas' to you and your loved ones!

Another hectic year has passed by. On this Christmas, take the time to reflect on the past year. I took a walk to check out the Christmas lights by myself, and I gave thought to all I have gained in my life.

Life never been so easy.

And now these three remain: faith, hope
and love. But the greatest of these is love.
~ 1 Corinthians 13:13

Let us not love with words or tongues,
but with actions and in truth.
~ 1 John 3:18

The Future

Nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be.

You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know.

He saw beyond my circumstances. Take me beyond my comfort zone!

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm, plans to give you a hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11)

Renew me

Renew Me

[Chorus:]
Renew me
Remake me
Create in me a clean heart oh God
Restore me
Transform me
Create in me a clean heart oh God

[Verse 1:]
Change my heart oh Lord
I'm broken before you now
Take me as I am
Receive this sacrifice

[Chorus x3]

[Verse 1]

Let this be your praise
[Chorus x3]

[Verse 1]

[Chorus x3]

Change me, change me, change me
Change me, change me, change me
Create in me a clean heart oh God
[x3]

Renew a right spirit
Renew a right spirit within me
Change me, change me, change me

Cause I need you
Every hour
Every day
Change me, change me, change me

Whatever is wrong in me
Take it out of me
Make me right before you
Change me, change me, change me

I just want to be right before you
Just want to be right before you
Change me, change me, change me

Cause I need you, I need you, I need you
I need you Lord to change me
Change me, change me, change me

Only You can change me
Only You can change my heart
Change me, change me, change me

Change my heart, Change my heart
Change me, change me, change me
Ask the Lord change me, change me

Don't cast me away from your presence
Renew a right spirit within me
Cause my heart is broken before you
I bow down before you
[x3]

Don't cast me away from your presence
Renew a right sprit within me
Cause my heart is broken before you
I bow down before you in worship
Don't cast me away

Don't cast me away
Don't cast me away
Don't take your presence from me Lord
Don't take your presence
Don't cast me away

Change us, change us, change us,
From the inside out
Don't cast me away
No, no, no don't cast me away
Don't cast me away from your presence

Renew a right spirit within me
Cause my heart is broken before you
I bow down (I bow down) before you
Yeah don't cast me away
don't cast me away from your presence
Make me right before you
Make me clean
Cause my heart is broken before you
I bow down in worship.

Missing In Action

Hello or goodbye to year end? Oh God, haven't heard from me in a long time. Miss me? Where have I been? I was hibernating. (@.@) Now, I have stopped hibernating in the mountains due to... ...lOOOOooong life stories to tell. Yes, I have time to share those stories if u really want to know....hehe *.* tell you next time!

...well exam finished and what to do next? staying home at refreshing myself of course..haha
Drama! Wanna talk about it?




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Are you familiar with this look?
Ariadna Thalía Sodi Miranda, known simply as Thalía (born August 26, 1971)
I love her telenovelas. Desperate to become a singer, a flower shop-worker named Rosalinda gets her big break when she meets a famous singer, but has it cruelly snatched from her as circumstances conspire against her. But there are a few surprising twists in the story as it builds to an action-packed climax.





here she sings. Be patient and see people's rxn xp




g.OMG!See the way she moves while she sings.







'No me enseñaste', it means 'You didn't teach me'.
'Quiero hacerte el amor', means I want to make sweet love to you

She normally sings spanish






Let's move on to another character ...


...Fantaghiro! Fantaghiro! Fantaghiro! Does her smile make your heart melt?

Alessandra Martines (born 19 September 1963) is an Italian-French dancer and actress, best known for her portrayal of Princess Fantaghirò in the Fantaghirò series. One of my favourite princess when I was little.

Ageing happened.

Wrinkles are an inevitable reminder of advancing age.Well, she's still look pretty well.

Another new life story will begin as I walk in new path of life...coming soon so stay tuned ;)

On this day, God wants you to know...

... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

My thoughts swirl around my head, convoluting into a mass of incomprehensible matter. I am too tired to unwind the twisted strands of my mind. If is wants to stay as coiled up as it is, then let it. I surrender to the tide, let it wash away the shadows of uncertainty.

X Bad Thoughts

There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.


...its kinda true -.-
I'll do it.

The Night of Wednesday 12th

Long, slow and colorful – among the most beautiful of meteors~
Would I be able to watch the Perseid meteor in Malaysia on Aug 12th?


Every year in August, the Earth passes through rock and dust fragments left behind by the comet Swift-Tuttle, last time it came near the Sun. As these small particles collide with the Earth’s atmosphere, they burn-up, often creating a startling streak of light across the sky.



Astronomers expect up to 200 meteors per hour in short bursts of up to 15 minutes or so. But many of the fainter meteors will simply not be visible due to moonlight, and rates will go down even more for those in urban areas.



The peak in East Asia is tonight (13 Aug morning), at around 2-4am. But provided that the sky is clear and the moon isn't too bright to block it out.

Seasoned skywatchers advise using a lounge chair or blanket for comfort, so you can lie back and look up with ease.

The best location is far from city and suburban lights.

Eheh I might want to try to skim the atmosphere and see...

Back 4-while

After a very long time... finally I'm back to blog a lil bit about my latest condition.-_-"

moderately happy...doing good.There's a lot of saddy funny things that happened. Dear Lord, I thank and praise You for You have heard me when I cried to You.Give thanks to the God of gods. His love endures forever. Pesimists are more often right, optimists have more fun. Hope everyone is fine. Just take good care of yourself. God bless~*.*

1 Corinthians 6:19-20 (New International Version)
19Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.

wont blog much till exams are finished?!

Better?

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

Hebrews 11:1
aahhhhhhhhhhHHH
...feeling much better now
Thank God For Every Moment!

Sick Day

I have had the flu over the last two weeks. >.<"

But that's not how I want it to be

I want to get over a flu quickly.

Today...

I vomited all the food I ate in the afternoon.

ewwW...yes, it was disgusting and so shame for me -_-!

Don't let this happen to you

I should keep my mouth shut after eating.

Hope the incident does not happen again

It's not gonna happen, I won't let it happen.

Thanks friends for helping out.

XD

Nearer The Time

Ni Hao Ma? How are you?
A warm greeting from my home.
My friends, do you still remember me?
I hope so...

*Exams time is getting nearer
Gambateh!

Random

lift me away to places I never thought I could reach.

Inti Nilai Study Tour

FORGIVE ME? DON'T HATE ME cuz I already informed u that I wouldn't blog that often
I went to INTI college which located at Nilai, Seremban (so far away from KL and have to take +- 1 hour to get there [-].[-]
WHY?
study tour la...
you were probably saving

1 big piece of sambal+chicken for lunch BUT I wished for more vege...so little only

sigh*

Overall the food provided was not that bad.
We all had some fun doing DNA extraction experiment, watching videos and taking picture there!

Ciao ciao~miao ^^

My updated life

hey!


I need to keep myself from falling into the depression pit. I'm not gonna update everything here cuz there's too many things to talk about...so here's just a short update. ;p

Somewhere along the way, I lost myself again. I do not know when and where I started changing...prosperous social life? NO. No outing with friends and no chatting online so nothing much to talk about that. Is this a period of anti-social-ness? May be I was just dealing with the stress of coming off exams. I'm in red so I'll drive men crazy lol. Women in red drive men crazy. Men find women in red more sexually attractive, say US psychologists, confirming it really is the colour of romance. To anyone who in exactly the same situation as me please scream as loud as you can from the rooftops to release your stress. *lol*do you dare to do it? I was trying to get through my problems. Sorry if I have ignored you. We have to concentrate on our studies and study hard hoping that we will get good marks & finally an admission in uni then get a good life...

My advice: Know yourself and know what you have to do to deal with your problems.

I still haven't got the chance to try out knitting or crocheting character dolls or cute animals. I deleted a to-do list template in my blog last year but I'll put it back right there> so that I can work it out efficiently. Muahahaaa

This is the day the LORD has made;
let us rejoice and be glad in it.

Psalm 118:24

Animals talk

Hmmmm...a long time has passed since my last post. A lot of things happened during that time.

Rat. I dissected a rat. Digestive system shown and everything else taken out. Then respiratory system also was taken out.

Fish. Now, I'm going to talk about fish. Ahhhhhh too many fish in the tank its over crowded and yet big bro brought a fish bowl. Aiya no use cuz its still crowded with fish. You know they breed easily.

Anyway, the fish bowl has clear sides to view fish. Those fish look cool :P
Guess what fish? (Ans at bottom)

I had been tagged by CYan and Stephy and was required to tell few things about myself and tag others. Getting there, but still not done yet.

Never be afraid of the moments

thus sings the voice of the everlasting.

The day of work is done.

Hide my face in your arms.

Let me dream.

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Ans: The Hardy Colorful Guppy fish (孔雀鱼), the popular freshwater aquarium fish.

MUET speaking

*sigh* sick and nervous...my pronunciation of words suck! Today was the MUET speaking test. I knew I did not do well in the test -_-".Well what can I do? I tried so hard to speak words out. I'm so frustrated with the lack of ideas. Of course curse words were in no way, shape, or form allowed out of our mouths and nobody would say it out!!! I was so very happy that I have found this wonderful group of very supportive people. DRic, HGuang, and KOnn, I just love to talk with them and they are nice people. (:
Thank you for your progressive ideas that has helped me to generate more ideas.

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7

Everyone makes mistakes and makes a lot of mistakes. The past is done and no one can change it. I can't lay in bed all day miserable because that doesn't change what I did. What's important is learn from mistakes. All we have to do is wait until the results will be released. So, let's just wait and wait and wait. hahaha...

Blood clotting

Today I fell down to ground and got back up. what a shame haiz *don't clap*

Lets see what happened next

the tissues were damaged they were exposed to the air. Collagen fibres (in the connective tissue) are exposed and platelets stick to them and release a substance that makes them sticky, the platelets clump together to form a plug – this forms an initial barrier. Calcium is needed for this process. 

cannot LOL cuz still in pain

Aspirin reduces the 'stickiness' of platelets and helps to prevent blood clots forming by . A blood clot may form in an artery (blood vessel) if a lot of platelets stick onto some atheroma. A clot in an artery may stop blood flowing to the tissues 'downstream'. If a blood clot forms in an artery in the heart or brain, it may cause a heart attack or stroke. OMG!

the clots continued to come out

I searched the internet 

go here to know more about blood clots

definitely this is not the monthly period

WOUND PAIN!

Should I go see a doc about this ?

worrying a lil bit

I will not be too afraid!

body pls stop the blood clotting T_T and heal the wound.

JESUS heal the wound!!!

here's a music video by point of grace >z< width="580" height="360">

I used to wish that I could rewrite history

I used to dream that each mistake could be erased
Then I could just pretend
I never knew me back then

I used to pray that You would take this shame away
Hide all the evidence of who I've been 
But it's the memory of
The place You brought me from
That keeps me on my knees
And even though I'm free

Heal the wound but leave the scar
A reminder of how merciful You are
I am broken, torn apart
Take the pieces of this heart
And heal the wound but leave the scar

I have not lived a life that boasts of anything
I don't take pride in what I bring
But I'll build an altar with
The rubble that You've found me in
And every stone will sing
Of what You can redeem

Heal the wound but leave the scar
A reminder of how merciful You are
I am broken, torn apart
Take the pieces of this heart
And heal the wound but leave the scar

Don't let me forget
Everything You've done for me
Don't let me forget
The beauty in the suffering

Heal the wound but leave the scar
A reminder of how merciful You are
I am broken, torn apart
Take the pieces of this heart
And heal the wound but leave the scar