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Friday, January 15, 2010

Journey to The Movies

A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance so let's dance!

Yeah. I made my day different as compared to yesterday! Haha of course la...Have I told you that I hate routine? I really really really hate daily routine but I like planning..plan for different things to do for everyday. Telling you this wouldn't kill me. We'll change a little bit, a little little bit everyday, and hoping not to become bitter but to become better :p

WhoOoOa~ today morning take bus to meet my besties. It's my first experience of taking the bus to MV. Though it's the normal bus I took to KL but this time I got off the bus before reaching KL or KL city centre to be more precise. Then, I tried to find my way to the place I should meet up with them. I can reach there without getting lost.Woohoo! But then, they made me waited for XX minutes before they turned up! Oh my god, I watched 2 movies in the cinema. One was Sherlock Holmes and another was local Chinese film- Tiger Woohoo. This local film's storyline was quite ok and I guess everyone can guess the ending of the story...what's more? A HAPPY ENDING. In fact, who doesn't like happy ending? The actors overacting in many scenes but I can't denied that they made this comedy movie a sucess. At least, I laughed like @@..good job and keep it up Malaysian artists! I love to read about Sherlock Holmes stories but how about the movie? "Do you believe in magic?" The way Sherlock Holmes explained all kinds of rational and scientific reasons for things. Ah, I love it! That's it. I felt like I was crazy and I haven't felt this way in a year already. What to do? Even the the psychologist states, "Well, you do seem to be obsessed with watching movies.hehee~

On the same day, I satisfied my mouth with japanese food Kodomo Bento.Hmmmm...I was wondering the meaning of the name of the food.Can anyone tell me more about this? Let me describe the food first. Steamed rice with prawn, deep fried fish and "vegetable". I don't like the vegetable especially the yellow sliced ones. It tastes very salty. Yuck!!!

After the movies,we decided to go home. She dropped me off at the highway. It's not even halfway from home =( Uh, I paid twice for the bus fares. I travell locally only wor..how come?

In spite of that, today was another journey of adventure for me. Thank God I'm safe and so are all my friends.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

No More School Life




Oh no! It's been pretty boring today. I started to miss the school already. I don't hate school. In fact, school is a GREAT place for learning.There are many things we can learn there. I love the school library where I can read as much books as I like. I love school field. Although it's HOT to stay under the blazing sun during the sport practices and then everybody got tanned and slightly sunburnt but doesn't it feels good when you can run and feel the wind go by? haha! I love school canteen not only because the food is nice and cheap? It's because I can meet up with my gang during break time.Yeahhh, then meet with other gang of friends but...let me clarify for what I said. I'm not a gangster. According to definition on the web, a gangster is a criminal who is a member of gang. I broke school rules before.Oppsss! I was not supposed to tell you this...never mind la~ I already graduated high school. Wouldn't the discipline teacher come my house and cane me? I ate in the classroom. In fact, I was allowed to do so.haha..am I a criminal?

Many things happened in the school. From where I started out at the beginning of the my secondary school life to where we are...then now school life has ended. Everybody was moving on with their lives. Do you know what I'm thinking of?? When it comes to the future, there are three kinds of people: those who let it happen, those who make it happen, and those who wonder what happened. Which one are you?? Maturity of mind is the capacity to endure uncertainty. No one can tell you the future, but you cannot give up, because uncertainty is a part of life. Bleh~~

Just now,I was surfing on the net and taking personality tests. It's a fun way to pass the time and you get to learn more about yourself =) Actually, I never got bored with life. Cook, bake, read, sew, knit,organise my closet,redecorate things, make gifts, watch TV or movie, listen to music,... just wish I had more hands to do a lot of things. Today was a rainy cold day and I was just exercising my fingertips so it wouldn't be so cold.

Happy 12012010, BUSY-ing and soOo please keep yourself, and your family, happy and healthy this season. Adios!

Monday, January 11, 2010

Direction and Destination


Nothing makes us so lonely as our secrets.

Knowing direction to travel without knowing destination...well it has to be deal with this word-FAITH. For me...everytime I pray, I believe God is always there for me and He listens to my prayer...knowing the weak are made strong. Just as you always said human can never be satisfiable blahs*...humans have weaknesses. I just keep holding on to the belief that God's strength is made perfect in my weakness. For when I am weak then I am strong. A sobering thought: what if, at this very moment, am I living up to my full potential? My own bias is pretty simple. I believe that our faith does have an effect.

opps so late already..ciao~

Thursday, January 07, 2010

Out of the Blue

That it's time you stopped hiding from life, and said yes to the adventure of being alive. I am pretty sure that you are curious about what's happening with my life at the moment. Enough of the routine already. Does everyone feels like this at one point or another? Go on, have an adventure, - do what you always wanted deep within your heart. Do what brings you alive, and the universe will open doors where there were only walls.

This day was the day I'm going to face the world. Besties came and we found our first clue in a conversation that took place hundreds of days ago. Then, I can't stop myself from sharing stories and testimonies with them.lol...you still there?

I wonder if people will see me differently if I dressed myself differently? It can't be denied that our first impression is important. I've been told I don't look my age. It's good that people think I still look 15.*wink*Let me whisper to you about this...women dressing up in red because it makes them more attractive to men as compared to other clothing colours. See here.
However, it seemed to attract unusual attention. Some said dress conservatively then you'll experience less harassment. Whatever dress clothes you choose it should be a reflection of you and your personality. Just make you look your very best.

The power of a smile is an amazing thing because it makes you feel better. This world may be crumbling around me, but no matter what I will tread on!

=)

Oh no! Let's get back on topic.

It was my first hang out with friends in year 2010. I know what u're thinking now*.* We gathered and had our lunch at western restaurant. Then, I had my first K-session with them. Later on, we watched comedy movie "Old Dogs" and went home after that. Now, having pain in my legs after prolonged walking and sitting due to poor blood flow. I should have done more exercises. Anyway, thanks friends for visiting me and freed me out of boredom. What an unexpected day! It's was sooo good catching up with friends that I haven't seen in few years =)

Candle introduced me Korean songs again. Let's just see.



another one







I wanna sing K again! A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words. It's a great day, isn't it? Let's just hope I can sleep tonight.

Watch out! Social life.

I perceive a note of sarcasm in your voice. This is a nice idea but I perceive difficulties in putting it into practice.

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

Times when words cannot express

YES! Less than 24 hours then I can meet my besties. >besties: tell me do you feel the same as me? How's my life? Its seems just like yesterday, almost the same.However I changed it a little and make it a little bit different.*OMG!self-talking*. I was self-talking again. However, it's positive self-talk, not the negative ones*lucky**lucky* Life is what you can make of it. You can’t control all the events in your life, but you can always decide what the events mean to you and how you are going to act on it, right? Then, we have to live with the consequences of our choices. Make the right choice and you would prosper. Make the wrong choice and you would suffer. I was examining my inner process*.* Too many thoughts are going through my mind and I can't express all. There are times when words cannot express, so you wouldn't understand...

I have started thinking about the purpose of being alive since when I was a kid *lol* I feel happy to be able to spend my every single day even though sometimes I feel bad but I'll forgive and forget. Weeping at night alone? Don't worry. Joy will come in the morning. To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future. haha!

For his anger lasts only a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may remain for a night,
but rejoicing comes in the morning. (Psalm 30:5)

Be it unto me
According to your Word
According to your promises
I can stand secure
Carve upon my heart
The truth that sets me free
According to your Word O Lord
Be it unto me

Since when I become so downhearted? It's seems like there is no hope of accomplishing any dream. "Like success, failure is many things to many people. With Positive Mental Attitude, failure is a learning experience, a rung on the ladder, a plateau at which to get your thoughts in order and prepare to try again."-W. Clement Stone ...so I was not supposed to sound like this!*no tears**don't worry**wake up* So what are you doing today? Produce your life phrases and make your day extraordinary! Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does. Come on! Bring more positive energy into your life.

If you are really thankful, what do you do? Let me share this video and make you feel the warmth of the day. Let's go back, way back, back into old time and watch this video.



I watched this cartoon series when I was in my early childhood. It's my bros' favourite. Up untill now, I only know the title of the show-"Oggy and the Cockroaches". It was fun watching it just because of the crazy characters + funny sound effect in it.haha~

I'm a milkaholic. Chocolate milk! *gulp**gulp* Yum yum yummy!!
May God Bless You

When you discover your mission, you will feel its demand. It will fill you with enthusiasm and a burning desire to get to work on it.

Monday, January 04, 2010

Unemployed

Don't know what to begin with...then Happy New Year twice again! I gonna "renovate" my blog cuz I think too many javascripts in it, which will cause as many problems for me .. s.a slow loading dot dot dot dot dot dot.
Hmm just a simple ones are good enough.

Many kids starting school today and I'm still on holidays cause I can't attend high school anymore. I... graduated from high school and currently unemployed and the holidays can be stressful especially for a person like me. :(

Oh Lord, guide my steps to a righteous path. I wish to use the gifts and talents you have given me, but I need the opportunity to do so with gainful employment. Grant me this favor I seek in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Friday, January 01, 2010

IT'S NIU* YEAR

HAPPY *NIU* YEAR and have a nice day!

First post in 2010

Happy New Year peeps! It'a 20100101 already. 2009 was really a great year for me cuz I had sit for STPM. The results will be coming out, most probably during March holidays. Hmmm.. 3 months man! What can I do? Everyone else is finding a job, so I shall find one too? Parents started to nag me already. XD ..do administration work or become a promoter? These jobs can help me to improve my communication skill.

I did some research on the net about choosing my future path. I know my interests. But you cant split yourself into many parts to do all things at once, am I right? So get a plan first. Don't rush.

I feel breathless and tired. Isn't I lack of sleep. I think I'm lacked of iron. Is it real for iron not easily absorbed by the body? I need iron man! Iron is very important because it helps our body to make haemoglobin. Haemoglobin, the protein found in red blood cells that carries oxygen around your body and gives blood its red colour. Isn't I lack of sleep? It's still a long holidays for me. I sleep 6-8 hours per day. I didn't skip meal. I had almost 6 meals a day. Should having no problem right? Anaemia? Nooo...HELP!!

A New Year’s resolution is something that goes in one year and out the other. I haven't exercised regularly. It's time to kick your butt into gear and get a healthier life.



Happy 2010 once again :D

I'm planning so many things

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

What colour is your heart?

Blue heart.
"You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You're grateful for what you have in life, even if it's not perfect. People love you for who you are, don't ever change that- it's what makes you the great person that you are."

Blue
75%
Green
68%
Yellow
68%
Pink
50%
Purple
46%
White
46%
Black
36%
Orange
36%
Red
32%

Aha, what a nice comment."Don't ever change that- it's what makes you the great person that you are"???? I don't believe we ever stop changing, learning and growing. Oh great, I thought to myself. And so it has begun. I agree that people do change with time. They really do! Change in general is the law of nature. Time changes our thoughts, physical structure and strength. This is part of our life. We gain knowledge, experience and develop interpersonal relationship with others. This would make us a better person but how hard can it possibly be to observe what's taking place inside of us?

So writing blog or diary has always been some kind of self-therapy. If you have plenty of time to kill, then continue to read this..if you don't have a second to spare right now, then keep it until some other time because time is of the essence. Meeting all the deadlines are essential and required...ehehehe...and now, time is on my side. Time will tell and you will know it. It is only a matter of time. Muahahahaaa......

Most people have changed but normally the basic nature a person always remain the same. Since we can't go back and change this history, we need to move forward. One must aspire for the good. Currently, I'm watching drama- 1 Litre of Tears. This drama is based on the real-life struggles of a teenage girl. Don't watch if you don't want to cry.

p/s:Prepare a box of tissues.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Stereotype Human


If you could look any way you want to, how would you look? I would look to the left, right is so overrated. HAHA! I'M NOT CRAZY YET although so I have no idea how long I was like that. I have locked myself in my house for more than 1/2 a month but exclude Saturday and Sunday.

Seriously, looking at the topics in the education forum, the enormous number of topics of school leavers seeking help on choosing which course to study. I was just wondering why is this the case. May be they're unsure of their passion choices or nowadays a lot of courses being offered. The more the choices the more difficult to choose?

Yea, humans not only one type of interest. The common thread is that thinking in terms of stereotypes is a natural extension of thinking in terms of categories, and that this form of mental operation typically serves us well. The tendency to think in terms of stereotypes is so pervasive for exactly the reason that it derives from how we think about many, if not most, other areas of our lives. It's hard to know what I'm saying?!

Well, at times what we consider to be appropriate or desirable qualities in a person may reflect more about our personal preferences than about the skills needed to perform a job.

Never mind, just keep your hopes alive as they face the everyday challenges in the real world.

Do you want to hear a dirty joke?

A boy fell in the mud.

Do you want to hear a clean joke?

That boy took a shower.

OK. That's all for today.


Next Thursday and Let There Be Light a Party!

Friday, December 25, 2009

CHRISTmas


Christmas is a universal holiday, which means it is celebrated by Christians, and some non-Christians, all over the world. Almost everyone, regardless of race or culture, views the occasion as a time to be merry and to be extra-nice. A simple wish-'Merry Christmas' to you and your loved ones!

Another hectic year has passed by. On this Christmas, take the time to reflect on the past year. I took a walk to check out the Christmas lights by myself, and I gave thought to all I have gained in my life.

Life never been so easy.

And now these three remain: faith, hope
and love. But the greatest of these is love.
~ 1 Corinthians 13:13

Let us not love with words or tongues,
but with actions and in truth.
~ 1 John 3:18

Thursday, December 24, 2009

The Future

Nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be.

You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know.

He saw beyond my circumstances. Take me beyond my comfort zone!

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm, plans to give you a hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11)

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Renew me

Renew Me

[Chorus:]
Renew me
Remake me
Create in me a clean heart oh God
Restore me
Transform me
Create in me a clean heart oh God

[Verse 1:]
Change my heart oh Lord
I'm broken before you now
Take me as I am
Receive this sacrifice

[Chorus x3]

[Verse 1]

Let this be your praise
[Chorus x3]

[Verse 1]

[Chorus x3]

Change me, change me, change me
Change me, change me, change me
Create in me a clean heart oh God
[x3]

Renew a right spirit
Renew a right spirit within me
Change me, change me, change me

Cause I need you
Every hour
Every day
Change me, change me, change me

Whatever is wrong in me
Take it out of me
Make me right before you
Change me, change me, change me

I just want to be right before you
Just want to be right before you
Change me, change me, change me

Cause I need you, I need you, I need you
I need you Lord to change me
Change me, change me, change me

Only You can change me
Only You can change my heart
Change me, change me, change me

Change my heart, Change my heart
Change me, change me, change me
Ask the Lord change me, change me

Don't cast me away from your presence
Renew a right spirit within me
Cause my heart is broken before you
I bow down before you
[x3]

Don't cast me away from your presence
Renew a right sprit within me
Cause my heart is broken before you
I bow down before you in worship
Don't cast me away

Don't cast me away
Don't cast me away
Don't take your presence from me Lord
Don't take your presence
Don't cast me away

Change us, change us, change us,
From the inside out
Don't cast me away
No, no, no don't cast me away
Don't cast me away from your presence

Renew a right spirit within me
Cause my heart is broken before you
I bow down (I bow down) before you
Yeah don't cast me away
don't cast me away from your presence
Make me right before you
Make me clean
Cause my heart is broken before you
I bow down in worship.



Friday, December 11, 2009

Missing In Action

Hello or goodbye to year end? Oh God, haven't heard from me in a long time. Miss me? Where have I been? I was hibernating. (@.@) Now, I have stopped hibernating in the mountains due to... ...lOOOOooong life stories to tell. Yes, I have time to share those stories if u really want to know....hehe *.* tell you next time!

...well exam finished and what to do next? staying home at refreshing myself of course..haha
Drama! Wanna talk about it?




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Are you familiar with this look?
Ariadna Thalía Sodi Miranda, known simply as Thalía (born August 26, 1971)
I love her telenovelas. Desperate to become a singer, a flower shop-worker named Rosalinda gets her big break when she meets a famous singer, but has it cruelly snatched from her as circumstances conspire against her. But there are a few surprising twists in the story as it builds to an action-packed climax.







here she sings. Be patient and see people's rxn xp






g.OMG!See the way she moves while she sings.











'No me enseñaste', it means 'You didn't teach me'.
'Quiero hacerte el amor', means I want to make sweet love to you

She normally sings spanish








Let's move on to another character ...


...Fantaghiro! Fantaghiro! Fantaghiro! Does her smile make your heart melt?

Alessandra Martines (born 19 September 1963) is an Italian-French dancer and actress, best known for her portrayal of Princess Fantaghirò in the Fantaghirò series. One of my favourite princess when I was little.

Ageing happened.

Wrinkles are an inevitable reminder of advancing age.Well, she's still look pretty well.

Another new life story will begin as I walk in new path of life...coming soon so stay tuned ;)

Thursday, December 10, 2009

On this day, God wants you to know...

... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

My thoughts swirl around my head, convoluting into a mass of incomprehensible matter. I am too tired to unwind the twisted strands of my mind. If is wants to stay as coiled up as it is, then let it. I surrender to the tide, let it wash away the shadows of uncertainty.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

X Bad Thoughts


There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.


...its kinda true -.-
I'll do it.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

The Night of Wednesday 12th

Long, slow and colorful – among the most beautiful of meteors~
Would I be able to watch the Perseid meteor in Malaysia on Aug 12th?


Every year in August, the Earth passes through rock and dust fragments left behind by the comet Swift-Tuttle, last time it came near the Sun. As these small particles collide with the Earth’s atmosphere, they burn-up, often creating a startling streak of light across the sky.



Astronomers expect up to 200 meteors per hour in short bursts of up to 15 minutes or so. But many of the fainter meteors will simply not be visible due to moonlight, and rates will go down even more for those in urban areas.



The peak in East Asia is tonight (13 Aug morning), at around 2-4am. But provided that the sky is clear and the moon isn't too bright to block it out.

Seasoned skywatchers advise using a lounge chair or blanket for comfort, so you can lie back and look up with ease.

The best location is far from city and suburban lights.

Eheh I might want to try to skim the atmosphere and see...

Back 4-while







After a very long time... finally I'm back to blog a lil bit about my latest condition.-_-"


moderately happy...doing good.There's a lot of saddy funny things that happened. Dear Lord, I thank and praise You for You have heard me when I cried to You.Give thanks to the God of gods. His love endures forever. Pesimists are more often right, optimists have more fun. Hope everyone is fine. Just take good care of yourself. God bless~*.*

1 Corinthians 6:19-20 (New International Version)
19Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.



wont blog much till exams are finished?!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Better?

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
Hebrews 11:1
aahhhhhhhhhhHHH
...feeling much better now
Thank God For Every Moment!

Sick Day

I have had the flu over the last two weeks. >.<"
But that's not how I want it to be
I want to get over a flu quickly.

Today...
I vomited all the food I ate in the afternoon.
ewwW...yes, it was disgusting and so shame for me -_-!
Don't let this happen to you
I should keep my mouth shut after eating.
Hope the incident does not happen again
It's not gonna happen, I won't let it happen.
Thanks friends for helping out.
XD