X Bad Thoughts

There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.


...its kinda true -.-
I'll do it.

The Night of Wednesday 12th

Long, slow and colorful – among the most beautiful of meteors~
Would I be able to watch the Perseid meteor in Malaysia on Aug 12th?


Every year in August, the Earth passes through rock and dust fragments left behind by the comet Swift-Tuttle, last time it came near the Sun. As these small particles collide with the Earth’s atmosphere, they burn-up, often creating a startling streak of light across the sky.



Astronomers expect up to 200 meteors per hour in short bursts of up to 15 minutes or so. But many of the fainter meteors will simply not be visible due to moonlight, and rates will go down even more for those in urban areas.



The peak in East Asia is tonight (13 Aug morning), at around 2-4am. But provided that the sky is clear and the moon isn't too bright to block it out.

Seasoned skywatchers advise using a lounge chair or blanket for comfort, so you can lie back and look up with ease.

The best location is far from city and suburban lights.

Eheh I might want to try to skim the atmosphere and see...

Back 4-while

After a very long time... finally I'm back to blog a lil bit about my latest condition.-_-"

moderately happy...doing good.There's a lot of saddy funny things that happened. Dear Lord, I thank and praise You for You have heard me when I cried to You.Give thanks to the God of gods. His love endures forever. Pesimists are more often right, optimists have more fun. Hope everyone is fine. Just take good care of yourself. God bless~*.*

1 Corinthians 6:19-20 (New International Version)
19Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.

wont blog much till exams are finished?!

Better?

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

Hebrews 11:1
aahhhhhhhhhhHHH
...feeling much better now
Thank God For Every Moment!

Sick Day

I have had the flu over the last two weeks. >.<"

But that's not how I want it to be

I want to get over a flu quickly.

Today...

I vomited all the food I ate in the afternoon.

ewwW...yes, it was disgusting and so shame for me -_-!

Don't let this happen to you

I should keep my mouth shut after eating.

Hope the incident does not happen again

It's not gonna happen, I won't let it happen.

Thanks friends for helping out.

XD

Nearer The Time

Ni Hao Ma? How are you?
A warm greeting from my home.
My friends, do you still remember me?
I hope so...

*Exams time is getting nearer
Gambateh!

Random

lift me away to places I never thought I could reach.

Inti Nilai Study Tour

FORGIVE ME? DON'T HATE ME cuz I already informed u that I wouldn't blog that often
I went to INTI college which located at Nilai, Seremban (so far away from KL and have to take +- 1 hour to get there [-].[-]
WHY?
study tour la...
you were probably saving

1 big piece of sambal+chicken for lunch BUT I wished for more vege...so little only

sigh*

Overall the food provided was not that bad.
We all had some fun doing DNA extraction experiment, watching videos and taking picture there!

Ciao ciao~miao ^^

My updated life

hey!


I need to keep myself from falling into the depression pit. I'm not gonna update everything here cuz there's too many things to talk about...so here's just a short update. ;p

Somewhere along the way, I lost myself again. I do not know when and where I started changing...prosperous social life? NO. No outing with friends and no chatting online so nothing much to talk about that. Is this a period of anti-social-ness? May be I was just dealing with the stress of coming off exams. I'm in red so I'll drive men crazy lol. Women in red drive men crazy. Men find women in red more sexually attractive, say US psychologists, confirming it really is the colour of romance. To anyone who in exactly the same situation as me please scream as loud as you can from the rooftops to release your stress. *lol*do you dare to do it? I was trying to get through my problems. Sorry if I have ignored you. We have to concentrate on our studies and study hard hoping that we will get good marks & finally an admission in uni then get a good life...

My advice: Know yourself and know what you have to do to deal with your problems.

I still haven't got the chance to try out knitting or crocheting character dolls or cute animals. I deleted a to-do list template in my blog last year but I'll put it back right there> so that I can work it out efficiently. Muahahaaa

This is the day the LORD has made;
let us rejoice and be glad in it.

Psalm 118:24

Animals talk

Hmmmm...a long time has passed since my last post. A lot of things happened during that time.

Rat. I dissected a rat. Digestive system shown and everything else taken out. Then respiratory system also was taken out.

Fish. Now, I'm going to talk about fish. Ahhhhhh too many fish in the tank its over crowded and yet big bro brought a fish bowl. Aiya no use cuz its still crowded with fish. You know they breed easily.

Anyway, the fish bowl has clear sides to view fish. Those fish look cool :P
Guess what fish? (Ans at bottom)

I had been tagged by CYan and Stephy and was required to tell few things about myself and tag others. Getting there, but still not done yet.

Never be afraid of the moments

thus sings the voice of the everlasting.

The day of work is done.

Hide my face in your arms.

Let me dream.

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Ans: The Hardy Colorful Guppy fish (孔雀鱼), the popular freshwater aquarium fish.

MUET speaking

*sigh* sick and nervous...my pronunciation of words suck! Today was the MUET speaking test. I knew I did not do well in the test -_-".Well what can I do? I tried so hard to speak words out. I'm so frustrated with the lack of ideas. Of course curse words were in no way, shape, or form allowed out of our mouths and nobody would say it out!!! I was so very happy that I have found this wonderful group of very supportive people. DRic, HGuang, and KOnn, I just love to talk with them and they are nice people. (:
Thank you for your progressive ideas that has helped me to generate more ideas.

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7

Everyone makes mistakes and makes a lot of mistakes. The past is done and no one can change it. I can't lay in bed all day miserable because that doesn't change what I did. What's important is learn from mistakes. All we have to do is wait until the results will be released. So, let's just wait and wait and wait. hahaha...

Blood clotting

Today I fell down to ground and got back up. what a shame haiz *don't clap*

Lets see what happened next

the tissues were damaged they were exposed to the air. Collagen fibres (in the connective tissue) are exposed and platelets stick to them and release a substance that makes them sticky, the platelets clump together to form a plug – this forms an initial barrier. Calcium is needed for this process. 

cannot LOL cuz still in pain

Aspirin reduces the 'stickiness' of platelets and helps to prevent blood clots forming by . A blood clot may form in an artery (blood vessel) if a lot of platelets stick onto some atheroma. A clot in an artery may stop blood flowing to the tissues 'downstream'. If a blood clot forms in an artery in the heart or brain, it may cause a heart attack or stroke. OMG!

the clots continued to come out

I searched the internet 

go here to know more about blood clots

definitely this is not the monthly period

WOUND PAIN!

Should I go see a doc about this ?

worrying a lil bit

I will not be too afraid!

body pls stop the blood clotting T_T and heal the wound.

JESUS heal the wound!!!

here's a music video by point of grace >z< width="580" height="360">

I used to wish that I could rewrite history

I used to dream that each mistake could be erased
Then I could just pretend
I never knew me back then

I used to pray that You would take this shame away
Hide all the evidence of who I've been 
But it's the memory of
The place You brought me from
That keeps me on my knees
And even though I'm free

Heal the wound but leave the scar
A reminder of how merciful You are
I am broken, torn apart
Take the pieces of this heart
And heal the wound but leave the scar

I have not lived a life that boasts of anything
I don't take pride in what I bring
But I'll build an altar with
The rubble that You've found me in
And every stone will sing
Of what You can redeem

Heal the wound but leave the scar
A reminder of how merciful You are
I am broken, torn apart
Take the pieces of this heart
And heal the wound but leave the scar

Don't let me forget
Everything You've done for me
Don't let me forget
The beauty in the suffering

Heal the wound but leave the scar
A reminder of how merciful You are
I am broken, torn apart
Take the pieces of this heart
And heal the wound but leave the scar

Back from trip

  Hello there, its been very hot the last few days. Today also being intensely hot, and the sun shining in its strength. Drink more H20 ya?

Well, last 2 weeks the day after good friday, I got up early to pack all my stuff for Malacca trip organised by school clubs. Then went to school before 7 a.m to meet up with friends and assembled there before get on the bus. Had a lil fun at Malacca and came back on Sunday. However, I missed the Resurrection sunday morning worship service. Sorry mates can't help out in the performance (>_<").

When talking about Malacca, yeah family and I went to there before not long ago (2 years ago). It was just a small state and today the place have nothing much changed. What's best about Malacca? There are many historical sites to visit that give you a glimpse of Malacca's glorious past hahaha.

Last but not least, the fusion of food available is simply mouth-watering. I always wonder how it looks like and how it tastes and finally I got a chance to try the "chicken rice" ball NOT the chicken ball la. Thanks to CS who brought me to the famous place to eat the Nyonya laksa mee...mmmmmmm delicious Malaccan food. People lined up for hours to get the food. HAHA I was joking. It only took us about 15 -20min to order the food. What's more, it worths every penny; much cheaper compared to PJ. Ohhh O, sorry I have to leave and will continue the post next time. I have to +oil and finish up my homework ahhhhhhh. No time to waste already.  The days are getting nearer... ...MUET is on Saturday!!!! God bless you all :)

Dreams only become reality if you chase them 

Never seen this colour Hyacinth ? Lovely!

A Great Week

Yeah, Angeline is back to update her blog! I haven’t been sleeping well lately. No! It's not because I drink alcohol, sweet dreams tea or coffee. Hmmm...it could have to do with something I have done before I sleep.

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...everybody LISTEN UP!! Talking about experimenting, it is the most interactive and realistic training experience possible. Well, on the April Fool Day, my whole group had a small fire experience.This happened all of a sudden. I don't know how suddenly the fire starts. You could just die laughing at us if u watched how we responded at that time. Almost everyone got up on their feet and stepped back further because afraid of gas explosions. To extinguish an open fire in the laboratory, you have to discharge the fire extinguishers in the lab right? Miki, our "firewomen" put out the fire. Don't worry. No gas explosions and nobody was hurt. Just the smell from the fire extinguisher was just a slight inconvenience and the CO2 gas in the powdery form all left on the table after the fire was put off. We called Miki a heroin. Chem teacher said that it was caused by a leak in an rubber hose which is connected to a bunsen burner. Uhh, my whole group member can't continue our experiment because of the mess on the table.The apparatus and materials all covered by the powder and my practical book also was one of the victim and we have to clean up the mess. A million thanks to all that helped. After school, the last house practice before sukan tara.The day went off like that...

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Thursday, Bio teacher divided us into groups and assigned us to do group presentation about the functions of the liver.

Today (Friday), I was told to read on the structure of human kidney. As usual, friday activity was held. Not many people attend the activity this week most probably because the CHS Idol audition was scheduled at the same day. There was an atmosphere of excitement. You can listen to groups of people singing at staircase and corners if you were there. S&M Meeting also has been cancelled. I felt so down because I stayed longer in school for nothing. Luckily,friends were still there in their class so I spent my time there listening to their singing and talked to them for a while.When I reached home, the door was locked and no key to open the door! I was maddened so hardly. I had waited at outside for X hours until the rain poured down. Then bro came back with the eager movement...- . -"
...don't want to disappoint my readers already lah so I have inserted a video.
This is a short video to ++ your knowledge. At the same time you can see she has a flat tummy. Haha! Check it out yourself. xD


Flat Tummy in Minutes a Day? Who wouldn't want that? Fat comes off by eating in a way that causes the body to go into its "savings account" of fat and start using it up for energy. It comes off by burning calories through A LOT of exercises. OMG! Angeline's face is too chubby due to emotional eating then blood sugar imbalance. Glucose is then converted to triglyceride. As a result, she gained too much fat in her body and having some symptoms of hypothyroidism include fatigue, swelling of the face or around the eyes,poor memory, slow speech and hoarse. (>_<")Do you know that large quantities of saturated fats in the diet cause liver to ++ the rate at which it synthesises cholesterol?? So BAD oh so don't get lazy and start to ++ your metabolic rate by building muscle??lol. Aiya, do whatever exercise you want as long as it keeps you healthy and happy. Well, let's make exercise a life-long habit. I have classes tomorrow that I need to be up early again.*.*

so did I have a great week?

Diaster relationship

I feel BAD! Why do I feel bad?
My lifestyles today are just different than before. I am really struggling with things right now. I may not understand but in the end his great plan for me will be revealed. In my own devotional life, I have spent less time with God these days and so, though I think it’s fine if folks begin growing in their faith by spending short amounts of time in communication with the Lord Jesus each day but I’m sensing a need to go longer and deeper. I was getting far away from Him. We live in such a noisy, distracting world. The soul tends to get neglected first I bragged about achievements.I want to master my studies.When things seem get better I forget to stay in touch and this is not pleasing to God. Talking about my life...did I live my life well and pleased Him?
Conscience- which is the inner sense of right and wrong, brings guilt to me.Where is the intimate relationship between me and Him? But just by admitting there is right and wrong tells more of what the Bible teaches about the fact that all people sin. I want I to manage my time wisely and try to make a right balance in my life. I want to rekindle my relationship with Him. Help me O Lord. "Actions speak louder than words.
so where do you run for comfort when things go wrong? What do you complain about most? What Makes you happiest? How do you explain yourself to other people? What makes you angry with God? What do you want more than anything? What do you sacrifice for? What comfort do you treasure the most? If you could change one thing what would that be?

WITHOUT CHRIST I AM NOTHING. He has done more for me than anyone could imagine, continuously watching over me. Feel bad because God the Holy Spirit is at work.
Pray with me and for me that I will continue to feel God’s presence during this time and that I will come out on the other side stronger and closer to God. Thanks.

John 16:8-9
When he comes, he will convict the world of guilt in regard to sin and righteousness and judgment: in regard to sin, because men do not believe in me;
Doing wrong things gets harder

Matthew 11:28-30
Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.

P/S: When you pray for someone, do you see a picture of him or her in your mind?
By the way, God loves u and me :) I must get off to sleep now!

Slumdog Millionaire

I had just watched Slumdog Millionaire online...didn't go cinema watch because I can watch it online. LOL

I have linked a website to let  those who really wants to watch Slumdog Millionaire online.

Ehh, I took xx minutes to search for a website that really gives me the real outcomes.

so here's the link:

Part 1:

Watch Online / Download

Part 2:

Watch Online / Download

Part 3:

Watch Online / Download

Part 4:

Watch Online / Download

"A piece of riveting cinema, meant to be savoured as a Cinderella-like fairy tale, with the edge of a thriller and the vision of an artist".

The film is indeed very Indian" and that it is "one of the best English films set in India and revolving around the country’s most popular metropolis Mumbai. 

"It was nominated for ten Academy Awards in 2009 and won eight, the most for any film of 2008, including Best Picture and Best Director. It also won five Critics' Choice Awards, four Golden Globes, and seven BAFTA Awards, including Best Film. Despite the film's success, it is the subject of controversy concerning its portrayals of Indians and Hinduism as well as the welfare of its child actors."

Enjoy the show. *__________*

Would anyone like to give a comment about this movie?

This little boy-Ayush Mahesh Khedekar is cute and watch how funny he was in the movie. (^-^)

Freida Pinto... she is a beautiful, lovely young woman who was good in the movie SlumDog Millionaire. She didn't have many lines in the film had like limited screen time

Dev Patel was cast in the role of Jamal Malik, the central character in Danny Boyle's independent film Slumdog Millionaire.The film's producer found the original choice for the lead role, Ruslaan Mumtaz, "too good looking for the role and so he was replaced by Dev Patel". Boyle considered hundreds of young male actors, although he found that Bollywood leads were generally "strong, handsome hero-types", not the personality he was looking for. Patel was chosen for the role of Jamal due to his "average Joe" appearance. LOL

and a picture of young couple to end the post... ...

OK thats all ..I have to leave. Have a blessed day. bye bye

How long...?

How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever? 
 How long will you hide your face from me? 

  How long must I wrestle with my thoughts 
  and every day have sorrow in my heart? 
  How long will my enemy triumph over me? 

 Look on me and answer, O LORD my God. 
  Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death; 

 my enemy will say, "I have overcome him," 
  and my foes will rejoice when I fall. 

 But I trust in your unfailing love; 
  my heart rejoices in your salvation. 

 I will sing to the LORD, 
  for he has been good to me.

Malaysia First Earth Hour

Earth Hour defeats itself. Did you turn the lights off for an hour on Saturday? Apparently everyone turned on and used all their appliances and lights in the hour before Earth Hour to prepare for the voluntary blackout. So, it had no substantial effect, unless you count increasing global awareness of…earth problems ><

On this day, daddy and me went Sunway Pyramid to buy something. This will be the first time Malaysia officially takes part in Earth Hour. I was at the mall half an hour earlier than the countdown time-21 00...can't stay there and watch the show. DISAPPOINTED but I think I saw someone familiar at the mall hmmm...

BACK!

Yeah I'm BACK!
in just few hours eheh..
so I have put a video here...watch it!
Lose my soul lose my soul LOST MY SOUL BY TOBY MAC.



...he doesn't want to gain the whole world, but lose his soul. In other words, he doesn't want to gain the whole world with wealth and fame, but lose his soul. That's what the video is showing. I think it sends a great message because you could be a millionare and lose your soul, and you would have nothing left but your money.If you don't lose your soul, then it's a lot better.Hope this helped and God Bless!

Revived blog

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Oh Mi God!

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Revival revival revival! REVIVED! so this blog is NOT dead! 

Ermm so much thing to say where should I start my talk? Didn't post anything up since beginning of Feb. Yahhhh, >1 month already. I was too busy making survival plans and struggling with T _ _ E. Fill in the blanks yourself. Level of difficulty: *

The Stress, the Pressure the Anxiety it's Exam Time! Due to exams, I have to keep myself away from all the distractions and concentrate on my study. I <3>

"Exam is important in our life""(I agree to certain exent) and exams tell us about our progress oink oink oink the test in our life will never be ended.

It's holiday right now so I don't have to crawl up from my bed in the early morning. The days are getting nearer and for around 240 days to STPM exam. Oh mama, I have to stop fooling around! Things has changed and I don't want to be the same. AIya, don't want to discuss the matter at this moment cuz it will turn me into a VV emotional type of person. May be someday but not today.

Hmm I started to feel a little bit dizzy,sleepy. In fact, staying up late is NOT good for health. I always say that. So I should say goodbye to you and returning to my comfy bed!

GOOD 9 and take care!