Days of Silence

Hello peeps
I come in peace ;p
Hah, I ♥ the pic!


This is my first post for April. Beware. Don't get fooled! I didn't write blog for some time and found that I almost got crazy already. Let's think on the bright side. My obession with the internet has decreased. *clap**clap* I can focus and concentrate to do other things. I'm still learning to relax myself but not too much at one time. Haiz, it's not easy as ABC. I have been enduring for the unfolding emotions and dramatic conflicts. How draaaaamaaatic O.o

Yeah, I was in state of silence for xx days. Whoa, a new record! Hmmm...how well you can define silence? From the definitions on the web, silence is the condition or quality of being or keeping still and silent,the absence of sound; stillness, a period of time without speech or noise, refusal or failure to speak out. Silence is a relative or total lack of audible sound. Friends also might wonder what's going on? My silence was so surprising?

Is it the weight that I'm carrying on is much too heavy for one human being? Don't be confused. I'm not pregnant. I wanna give some of that "weight" where it belongs. What weight? Secret*. Jesus, I need you now. Yeah, I have faith that what happens is for the best, whether I understand it or not. I'm like the optimists looking for the light at the end the tunnel? Come on, time is fading. There's no point playing the blame game again,blaming on that has happened. The important point is that we should start believing God to work out our problems, just as I would believe Him to work out anything else that’s wrong in my life so I will continue to do my best to make a difference. Never, ever give up if you still want to try... ...

"Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try Again. Fail again. Fail better"
- Samuel Beckett

I can do all things through Christ, He who gives me strength.

Philippians 4:13

By the way, my weight has gone up><". This is the result of energy input > energy output. -.-" People want to gain weight to keep up with friends or for all sorts of reasons. When is training session for the run? I'm gonna start traning , lose fats and build stamina! NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

I am killing the time and time is killing me too. Now, my eyes make me look tired. Sleepless night? Come on,this is just a temporary condition. Those dark circles under the eyes will be gone when I'm feeling better, right? Faith is about believing strongly when logic can’t support an answer. Life involves taking many risks every day, and not all of them will end positively. Life is BEAUTIFUL. I’ve got nothing to complain about already so I should Z-I-P my mouth. There's enough time to do it, with no time to waste. OK, let's move on. I missed you XD Aha, do you get me?
I ♥ this song. This was something I needed to hear!




extraction part of the lyrics

I need Your power to renew me, Lord, yeah
I need to know You're moving through me, Lord

I need You as my refuge
My first and last resort
Be the river always running
Through my deepest thoughts
Keep me in Your arms
'Cause even when I drift
I want to love You better than this

So renew me, Remake me
Undo me, Unbreak me
Come into the empty spaces
Of my broken places
And consume me, Complete me
Pursue me, Redeem me
Let Your Holy Spirit living through me
Renew me


Adios. God Bless~