0126 HAPPY day

Yo! I haven't been blogging for few days already. Where have I been?

Wonderful events
100122 - home\ No Form 6 Costume Party -.-
100123 - chatting\ tooth fairy movie\ Mc D food\ shopping\ A&W food\ shopping\ home
100126 - chatting\ 'The Best House' Visitation\ playing\ kidding\ baking\ home

eat eat eat made my stomach felt so FULL all the time these days! I should eat right la burppppp ~.~ haiz
It's just all the bad things in life that make me unhappy. Noone can be happy all the time, right? But I felt grateful and HAPPY today! I shouldn't regret anything that I said because it's what me were feeling at this moment. When people close to you remember things that make you smile or feel special or something else. I always try to be happy at all times no matter what happens =) I didn't tell you to pretend everything is fine when you know that it’s not. There's gonna be some things in life that are going to make it hard for you to smile, but through all you see, all the rain and all the pain, you have to keep your sense of humor and keep on smiling. Think from the bright side mah~ Everyone strives to find it and keep it.

The source of happiness varies from person to person. My today's defination of "Happy" isssss not being pressured by wants and needs. It's having something that I can be glad to share with others. I so happy today cuz I have found my friends whom I can share my interest with. We had a pleasant evening together. No matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I rejoice greatly in the Lord that at last you have renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you have been concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. haha~I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.

Live knowing that somebody loves you; even if it isn't the somebody you want it to be. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Thank you and bye bye!

Can you lay down the burden of perfection now and strive for wholeness, happiness, and peace of mind instead? Peace be with you peeps! ;D

Come on! excercise to fight stress cuz I wanna be happy!

Awaiting Job

Do you know who I used to be? A Super Lady! I just got home from an interview at a hospital canteen. I'll be the "ah sum" there, cleaning the tables and mopping the floor. How could this happen? I was kidding again. They wanted me as a doctor secretary. Ohhhh my godnessss, I know it's a routine work. Basically, this job is just answering phone calls,making appointments, filing patient's records, writing memos. It seems so bored, right? Don't worry, I believe I can get through it ;)

Don't look down on secretary job! You see The Secretary of State is extremely important, because after the President, this Secretary is the chief government officer in charge of dealing with foreign nations. It's like the point man of negotiating treaties and agreements with other nations. Emmm, I'll try my best to make my working days to be meaningful. I wondered why Sir Winston Churchill, the British politician said this, "It's not enough that we do our best; sometimes we have to do what's required." What's he trying to tell us? Do what is expected rather than just your best? OMG (/)_(\)

I hope I'll get this job so that I so gain clear insight into today's healthcare and the role doctors play and see how they are approaching to the patients =) well then I'm sure this opportunity will let me gain some knowledge and skills, allowing me to embark early on my road to becoming an effective ???????......so I have to wait their hiring decision while I'm still enjoying my spring wonderland lalalalalala~ d(^~^)b

A Time of Crisis

Hey, I'm back again. M-I-A for 2 days. Yeah, I made the days different. Running around singing any song that is distasteful. Watch the video and do what you can.



Am I disturbing the peace? Please don't mind. I am extremely worried about 1 thing. This was about how exhaustive I am, hearing this song. It's sad and beautiful song, but not all is this depressing in relationships, sometimes we cry when things don't turn the way we want, and we make others feel bad. We cry because of the situations, to get their way, to keep from hurting someone else, and to release the over flow of tears that we have. It's good to be able to cry. What do you do when you want to cry but you cannot? Read this if you have time>The boy who cannot cry - The National Newspaper

What's not disturbing in your personal life? There is a precise purpose in those long hours, days of even years of waiting. "And not only so, but let us have joy in our troubles: in the knowledge that trouble gives us the power of waiting. And waiting gives experience; and experience, hope: and hope does not disappoint us..." I just can't wait to see what's more He has for me as I trust Him for His purposes and promises in my life. God understands my prayers even when I can't find the words to say them.

"For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, And a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace."

(Ecclesiastes 3:1-8)

Humans are never satisfied with their current state. We do take so much for granted. I'll try my best to enjoy what I have now so I won't look back and regret later. I hope everyone has something to be thankful for, even though there are a lot of hard times

...don't have to wait till Thanksgiving Day to thank people, isn't it?
I'm thankful for the 24 hours I already have ;p
and 'THANK YOU'!

Journey to The Movies

A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance so let's dance!

Yeah. I made my day different as compared to yesterday! Haha of course la...Have I told you that I hate routine? I really really really hate daily routine but I like planning..plan for different things to do for everyday. Telling you this wouldn't kill me. We'll change a little bit, a little little bit everyday, and hoping not to become bitter but to become better :p

WhoOoOa~ today morning take bus to meet my besties. It's my first experience of taking the bus to MV. Though it's the normal bus I took to KL but this time I got off the bus before reaching KL or KL city centre to be more precise. Then, I tried to find my way to the place I should meet up with them. I can reach there without getting lost.Woohoo! But then, they made me waited for XX minutes before they turned up! Oh my god, I watched 2 movies in the cinema. One was Sherlock Holmes and another was local Chinese film- Tiger Woohoo. This local film's storyline was quite ok and I guess everyone can guess the ending of the story...what's more? A HAPPY ENDING. In fact, who doesn't like happy ending? The actors overacting in many scenes but I can't denied that they made this comedy movie a sucess. At least, I laughed like @@..good job and keep it up Malaysian artists! I love to read about Sherlock Holmes stories but how about the movie? "Do you believe in magic?" The way Sherlock Holmes explained all kinds of rational and scientific reasons for things. Ah, I love it! That's it. I felt like I was crazy and I haven't felt this way in a year already. What to do? Even the the psychologist states, "Well, you do seem to be obsessed with watching movies.hehee~

On the same day, I satisfied my mouth with japanese food Kodomo Bento.Hmmmm...I was wondering the meaning of the name of the food.Can anyone tell me more about this? Let me describe the food first. Steamed rice with prawn, deep fried fish and "vegetable". I don't like the vegetable especially the yellow sliced ones. It tastes very salty. Yuck!!!

After the movies,we decided to go home. She dropped me off at the highway. It's not even halfway from home =( Uh, I paid twice for the bus fares. I travell locally only wor..how come?

In spite of that, today was another journey of adventure for me. Thank God I'm safe and so are all my friends.

No More School Life

Oh no! It's been pretty boring today. I started to miss the school already. I don't hate school. In fact, school is a GREAT place for learning.There are many things we can learn there. I love the school library where I can read as much books as I like. I love school field. Although it's HOT to stay under the blazing sun during the sport practices and then everybody got tanned and slightly sunburnt but doesn't it feels good when you can run and feel the wind go by? haha! I love school canteen not only because the food is nice and cheap? It's because I can meet up with my gang during break time.Yeahhh, then meet with other gang of friends but...let me clarify for what I said. I'm not a gangster. According to definition on the web, a gangster is a criminal who is a member of gang. I broke school rules before.Oppsss! I was not supposed to tell you this...never mind la~ I already graduated high school. Wouldn't the discipline teacher come my house and cane me? I ate in the classroom. In fact, I was allowed to do so.haha..am I a criminal?

Many things happened in the school. From where I started out at the beginning of the my secondary school life to where we are...then now school life has ended. Everybody was moving on with their lives. Do you know what I'm thinking of?? When it comes to the future, there are three kinds of people: those who let it happen, those who make it happen, and those who wonder what happened. Which one are you?? Maturity of mind is the capacity to endure uncertainty. No one can tell you the future, but you cannot give up, because uncertainty is a part of life. Bleh~~

Just now,I was surfing on the net and taking personality tests. It's a fun way to pass the time and you get to learn more about yourself =) Actually, I never got bored with life. Cook, bake, read, sew, knit,organise my closet,redecorate things, make gifts, watch TV or movie, listen to music,... just wish I had more hands to do a lot of things. Today was a rainy cold day and I was just exercising my fingertips so it wouldn't be so cold.

Happy 12012010, BUSY-ing and soOo please keep yourself, and your family, happy and healthy this season. Adios!

Direction and Destination

Nothing makes us so lonely as our secrets.

Knowing direction to travel without knowing destination...well it has to be deal with this word-FAITH. For me...everytime I pray, I believe God is always there for me and He listens to my prayer...knowing the weak are made strong. Just as you always said human can never be satisfiable blahs*...humans have weaknesses. I just keep holding on to the belief that God's strength is made perfect in my weakness. For when I am weak then I am strong. A sobering thought: what if, at this very moment, am I living up to my full potential? My own bias is pretty simple. I believe that our faith does have an effect.

opps so late already..ciao~

Out of the Blue

That it's time you stopped hiding from life, and said yes to the adventure of being alive. I am pretty sure that you are curious about what's happening with my life at the moment. Enough of the routine already. Does everyone feels like this at one point or another? Go on, have an adventure, - do what you always wanted deep within your heart. Do what brings you alive, and the universe will open doors where there were only walls.

This day was the day I'm going to face the world. Besties came and we found our first clue in a conversation that took place hundreds of days ago. Then, I can't stop myself from sharing stories and testimonies with them.lol...you still there?

I wonder if people will see me differently if I dressed myself differently? It can't be denied that our first impression is important. I've been told I don't look my age. It's good that people think I still look 15.*wink*Let me whisper to you about this...women dressing up in red because it makes them more attractive to men as compared to other clothing colours. See here.
However, it seemed to attract unusual attention. Some said dress conservatively then you'll experience less harassment. Whatever dress clothes you choose it should be a reflection of you and your personality. Just make you look your very best.

The power of a smile is an amazing thing because it makes you feel better. This world may be crumbling around me, but no matter what I will tread on!

=)

Oh no! Let's get back on topic.

It was my first hang out with friends in year 2010. I know what u're thinking now*.* We gathered and had our lunch at western restaurant. Then, I had my first K-session with them. Later on, we watched comedy movie "Old Dogs" and went home after that. Now, having pain in my legs after prolonged walking and sitting due to poor blood flow. I should have done more exercises. Anyway, thanks friends for visiting me and freed me out of boredom. What an unexpected day! It's was sooo good catching up with friends that I haven't seen in few years =)

Candle introduced me Korean songs again. Let's just see.



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I wanna sing K again! A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words. It's a great day, isn't it? Let's just hope I can sleep tonight.

Watch out! Social life.

I perceive a note of sarcasm in your voice. This is a nice idea but I perceive difficulties in putting it into practice.

Times when words cannot express

YES! Less than 24 hours then I can meet my besties. >besties: tell me do you feel the same as me? How's my life? Its seems just like yesterday, almost the same.However I changed it a little and make it a little bit different.*OMG!self-talking*. I was self-talking again. However, it's positive self-talk, not the negative ones*lucky**lucky* Life is what you can make of it. You can’t control all the events in your life, but you can always decide what the events mean to you and how you are going to act on it, right? Then, we have to live with the consequences of our choices. Make the right choice and you would prosper. Make the wrong choice and you would suffer. I was examining my inner process*.* Too many thoughts are going through my mind and I can't express all. There are times when words cannot express, so you wouldn't understand...

I have started thinking about the purpose of being alive since when I was a kid *lol* I feel happy to be able to spend my every single day even though sometimes I feel bad but I'll forgive and forget. Weeping at night alone? Don't worry. Joy will come in the morning. To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future. haha!

For his anger lasts only a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may remain for a night,
but rejoicing comes in the morning. (Psalm 30:5)

Be it unto me
According to your Word
According to your promises
I can stand secure
Carve upon my heart
The truth that sets me free
According to your Word O Lord
Be it unto me

Since when I become so downhearted? It's seems like there is no hope of accomplishing any dream. "Like success, failure is many things to many people. With Positive Mental Attitude, failure is a learning experience, a rung on the ladder, a plateau at which to get your thoughts in order and prepare to try again."-W. Clement Stone ...so I was not supposed to sound like this!*no tears**don't worry**wake up* So what are you doing today? Produce your life phrases and make your day extraordinary! Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does. Come on! Bring more positive energy into your life.

If you are really thankful, what do you do? Let me share this video and make you feel the warmth of the day. Let's go back, way back, back into old time and watch this video.



I watched this cartoon series when I was in my early childhood. It's my bros' favourite. Up untill now, I only know the title of the show-"Oggy and the Cockroaches". It was fun watching it just because of the crazy characters + funny sound effect in it.haha~

I'm a milkaholic. Chocolate milk! *gulp**gulp* Yum yum yummy!!
May God Bless You

When you discover your mission, you will feel its demand. It will fill you with enthusiasm and a burning desire to get to work on it.

Unemployed

Don't know what to begin with...then Happy New Year twice again! I gonna "renovate" my blog cuz I think too many javascripts in it, which will cause as many problems for me .. s.a slow loading dot dot dot dot dot dot.
Hmm just a simple ones are good enough.

Many kids starting school today and I'm still on holidays cause I can't attend high school anymore. I... graduated from high school and currently unemployed and the holidays can be stressful especially for a person like me. :(

Oh Lord, guide my steps to a righteous path. I wish to use the gifts and talents you have given me, but I need the opportunity to do so with gainful employment. Grant me this favor I seek in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

IT'S NIU* YEAR

HAPPY *NIU* YEAR and have a nice day!

First post in 2010

Happy New Year peeps! It'a 20100101 already. 2009 was really a great year for me cuz I had sit for STPM. The results will be coming out, most probably during March holidays. Hmmm.. 3 months man! What can I do? Everyone else is finding a job, so I shall find one too? Parents started to nag me already. XD ..do administration work or become a promoter? These jobs can help me to improve my communication skill.

I did some research on the net about choosing my future path. I know my interests. But you cant split yourself into many parts to do all things at once, am I right? So get a plan first. Don't rush.

I feel breathless and tired. Isn't I lack of sleep. I think I'm lacked of iron. Is it real for iron not easily absorbed by the body? I need iron man! Iron is very important because it helps our body to make haemoglobin. Haemoglobin, the protein found in red blood cells that carries oxygen around your body and gives blood its red colour. Isn't I lack of sleep? It's still a long holidays for me. I sleep 6-8 hours per day. I didn't skip meal. I had almost 6 meals a day. Should having no problem right? Anaemia? Nooo...HELP!!

A New Year’s resolution is something that goes in one year and out the other. I haven't exercised regularly. It's time to kick your butt into gear and get a healthier life.



Happy 2010 once again :D

I'm planning so many things