One kind of Moment

This week is quite special. I had mixed feelings. Only a couple of times this 'special' kind of moment happened in my life. Each moment counts. For this moment is all we ever have. Would we really want to go change everything? The past is gone and the future is yet to be. What we can do cause we are who and where and what we are for now and this is the only moment we can do anything about. Be safe and good, or take a chance and be great? Hectic pace. The future is unclear for me.

I realised that I kept using that word 'we' in this post. Is this an appropriate noun to be used in writing? Should I change that to 'I'? Will using too much of 'I' cause people feel he/she a incredibly self-centered person?

OMG, where's the main point? I have never been a killer. Hope I didn't kill your brain cells. Back to this moment...listening to my heartbeat and there’s a wonder in the here and now. It’s right there in front of me and I don’t want to miss the chance. There’s only one who knows what’s really out there waiting in all the moments yet to be.

Sometimes I reach at a point where I like the feeling of the moment that's where I want to stop but I've been given these moments to encourage me along the way. Don't let those precious minutes pass me by. I want to live for every moment! Dear heavenly father in heaven, I need your guidance in doing the things I ought to do. Help me to trust in you all the time. I'll trust you as I trust the telephone to transmit my voice.

Jesus, remember me when I face the struggles and stresses of life.
Jesus, remember me when I feel like You're not there.
Jesus, remember me when the guilt of my past haunts me like a relentless ghost.

Do you believe God gives you the desires of your heart? When God grants my heart’s desire according to His purpose...if it is possible let this cup pass me by but not according to will but let His will be done?

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7
whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.
Hope it is well.

Running for...

Time flies and it's mid-March already. I read something on net. Running is fun.

One in ten joggers said that they have sex at least once a day and three per cent of joggers said they have sex twice a day.

Amongst non-runners one in four (25 per cent) said they had sex once a month or less.

The survey, which questioned 1,000 runners and 1,000 non-runners, also found that one in ten male runners confessed to thinking about sex while exercising.

In comparison, only five per cent of woman said they think about sex while running and almost half spend their time thinking about how the exercise is benefitting them.

The poll, carried out for healthcare charity Sue Ryder Care, also found that a quarter of joggers admitted going running to help them flirt with the opposite sex in a trend branded 'flunning'.

More than a third said they have managed to strike up a conversation with someone of the opposite sex while running.

The event organizer wanted to find out what motivates people to run and discover this new craze which seems to have really caught on everywhere hoping this will encourage more people to get running.

Oh my...the runners were joking about the copulate part. Weren't they? Run for 'Health'. That's the great benefit you get by being a runner @@*.
By the way, I'm joining RunNat2010 and going to practice for the run this weekend. I have to run right to prevent injuries.

Running is quite natural, right? At least, we must be contented with the blessings we have. Some people born with no arms and legs and...I have a pair of legs to stand,walk,run,etc...should appreciate it. I love running and jogging but wondered why its not easy to encourage people to get out and walk? Different people have different tastes, different interests and different priorities. I would be glad if more people can join me in getting in shape ;)

Yup getting hyperactive already and I would like to add on something to share with people.
Breaking free from the unrealistic thin ideal of beauty has never been more urgent.

Did you know that:

* 1 out of 8 adolescent girls reported starving themselves to lose weight
* 40% of moms tell their adolescent daughters to diet and 45% of these girls are of average weight
* 81% of 10 year old girls are afraid of being fat
* 51% of 9 and 10 year old girls feel better about themselves if they are on a diet
* More than 2/3 of women ages 18-25 would rather be mean or stupid than be fat
* Over 50% of women ages 18-25 would rather be hit by a truck than be fat
* 70 million people worldwide struggle with eating disorder

It's interesting or horrifying to know these statistics?

To conclude, eat and exercise,sleep tight and be bright!

The Night-side

Oppressive heat in the noon
then came the burdened clouds in the night
and rain already here now
Open the flood gates of Heaven
I can feel how heavy the rain fell
oh oh oh
Oh rain,
pour on me please...
When the pressure is on you
It's really hard to stand on
...went to Facon Education fair in KLCC today
Thinking...
Planning...
Thinking...
Looking at the old post
dreams of future?
How things have changed?
Hmmm...what's up?
It's been weeks full with too much going on in and outside of *.*

I heard people saying that the greater the darkness the brighter your light can shine.
Lead me to the right place where I can shine?
So must I shine in the darkness?
Shine on me...

In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven
Matthew 5:16

There's always a song in my head
I can hear it and my mind was singing along with all my heart
I feel the peace that can't be explained
I will be still
I'm longing for the healing to come
Today's song in my mind is "STILL"
I will not be afraid
I will TRUST and not be afraid for you are with me
I know that He knows.
Thank you Jesus.

Dealing with...

I somehow really lost interest of blogging already. Blogging took me xx hours to write this post. Believe it or not? I’ll rather go do other stuff. I still love to share some stories and the rest is secret. That's why my life is mysteries. That's why some people could not understand what and why I wrote this and that... haha? Confused because I didn't tell what? who? why? where? how?

There's so much things to do on the net. Most people will login to chat messenger like msn or skype, social networking site like facebook, myspace, friendster, and twitter is another famous real time information network for friends, family, and co-workers to communicate and stay connected with each other. With all this "good" things around, we can share and discover what's happening to the world now. so can you imagine life without internet?

In this 21st century, Internet become basic life of human especially, for business people, students, teachers, homemaker, etc...we depend on the internet for much of our information and entertainment but try to use the internet safely.

A study published in the journal Pediatrics stated that 42% of internet users aged 10 to 17 have been exposed to pornography. By the time these children reach adulthood, pornography can be a pervasive part of their lives and, for some, this can lead to serious problems, such as porn addiction. Parents out there please protect children from the negative aspects of computer use. We can't stop people from doing bad things but we can educate them to prevent

We are surrounded by negative people with negative thoughts but it's no big deal when you can control yourself from being "affected". ><" ahh my tired eyes...now my health got affected by the computer! I should stop here cuz I don't want to say anymore at this moment. I don't know I'm having a hard time ><~not my will be done but ur will be done in me? What was I thinking?

For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the LORD. "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Isaiah 55:8-9

Finding The Right Path

Trials dark on every hand, and we cannot understand
all the ways of God would lead us we wonder why the test
when we try to do our best, but we'll understand it better by and by
Oh Lord Jesus I need your guidance right now
I need to be restored
I need guidance in my heart and my step
Help me to find the right path for me to go now

Unto thee, O Lord, do I lift up my soul.
O my God, I trust in thee
let me not be ashamed, let not mine enemies triumph over me
Psalms 25:1-2