Extra Breasts?!

Oh my...hot pic! Notice something different? It's the first day of August and I'm happy to be here today. LOL. Have you ever heard of supernumerary body parts? You've probably heard it before. The focus is on breast "awareness"Wow. I was reading an article and this line caught my attention.

"A small number of women have an extra breast or pair of breasts." Then, I told mum about this and she wondered how that lady going to wear bra or...? Is there any specially designed bra available in the market? so I continued to find out more about this. A woman who has three breasts got condition called polymastia or supernumerary breast. Usually, the accessory breasts are not a problem and don't need to be removed. Don't laughed at them okay? They deserve as much respect as everyone :)

Ok back to breast cancer. Breast cancer affects one in eight women during their lives. To reduce your risk of developing breast cancer. Eat the right foods, exercise more, sleep well, do regular body check-ups and feel great.Then you'll live better!

Men can also get breast cancer..hmm this one I leave it up to you to find out what you want to know. That's all for today. Take care of your health & bye! ;)

tIME lIFE LIfE TIMe?

You will notice me
I'll be leaving my mark like initials carved
In an old oak tree, you wait and see

Maybe I'll write like Twain wrote
Maybe I'll paint like Van Gogh
Cure the common cold, I don't know
But I'm ready start 'cause I know in my heart

I wanna do something that matters, say something different
Something that sets the whole world on its ear
I wanna do something better with the time I've been given
I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
Leave nothing less than something that says ?I was here?

I will prove you wrong
If you think I'm all talk, you're in for a shock
'Cause this dream's too strong and before too long

Maybe I'll compose symphonies
Maybe I'll fight for world peace
'Cause I know it's my destiny
To leave more than a trace of myself in this place!

I wanna do something that matters, say something different
Something that sets the whole world on its ear
I wanna do something better with the time I've been given
I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
And leave nothing less than something that says ?I was here?

And I know that I, I will do more than just pass through this life
I'll leave nothing less than something that says ?I was here?
I was here

Long time no sea. Opps...no see. Eh, I was here? When's the last time I was here? I haven't write a post for some time and this was another plesant and unpleasant moment for me . Laptop has gone to +][+'...mood turns...do you believe mood changes with seasons? It's summer now and always summer...can I change the season? YES for The Season of My Heart. hehe :p

So many things happened in this few months and many have not happened yet so how many things can happen in a single instant? I'm still waiting for the beautifulness to show up. I was feeling hot and cold and my lips also getting dry. For some reasons I had not enough of water so my lips often look dry and chapped up these days. Time to gain Xtra knowledge again. Did you know lips are the most sensitive parts of our body? Due to few cellular layers (around 3 to 5 layers)..yeah i think! Blame the atmosphere! Sorry mother earth.

The time has come. I have to go cuz have still some assignment waiting me to be completed. I'll post up something 'eye-catching' later on. The last but most important, drink adequate amount of water and keep hydrated! I hope you are all keeping all. You have to keep the same sense nyehehe

God bless~
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◦•∞♡♥What can I §ay? What say you?

Another Google Prank?

'Google' logo is so creative! Normally, I would not write anything about this but Friday insanity at my place. Blame Google's Pac man game! You spiced up my night. Google breaks up the monotony of its main search page and turns the logo into a playable gaming ground....sigh, this made my brother gone wild. We thought it was a virus.

Early in the morning, I did computer scanning, and cleared history and every private data, and went search on internet to find the solutions to it. Aah, what a relief now that I found out this was a 'prank' game. Honestly, Google's idea of introducing Pac-Man game on their homepage is cute, but it wouldn't be fun just when you thought your web browser has been hijacked. However, I played and laughed at the game. To add the fun, hit the "Insert Coin" button twice to get Pac man's girl. Use w,a,s,d as a control key. If you feel the Google homepage is too annoying, click on the mute icon at left bottom corner so you can turn off the alarm sound or just turn off your speaker. It's such a good excuse that your boss won't scold you for playing game...ehehe and don't forget what you want to search for after that. Calm down people. This interactive doodle will be gone after Pac man's birthday. Thanks to Google for keeping us thrill with such things.
HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY PAC MAN!

ReMIND

Hello! Here's a gentle reminder for everyone including me. A healthy diet, physical exercise and challenging mental activities, including learning a new instrument or language, or completing crosswords, as the most effective ways to maintain a healthy mind.

Keep that in mind. Take care people.

Another Earth Day

Summer has Arrived!

LOL, it's always summer in Malaysia. The Sun is either burning HOT. I feel terribly hot in the afternoon. Have you been down to XX river lately? Even though I feel hot , I also not dare to bathe in the KL Klang River bcuz people knows how dirty is the river. You have to wash yourself with ?? bottles of shampoos and ?? soaps for one whole week to get rid of the river's foul smell!

Rain poured down in the evening to cool me down. But, the same day was also one unlucky day for other people eg. The burst of craziness brought by the rainstorm after excessive noon heat cause roofing flying off and the trees to come DOWn down down...even the advertising board at the roadside also being blown down. Oh ya, many planes having been grounded by the pall of volcanic ash spreading from Iceland in April 14 so go check with the airline cuz they have a duty of care towards the passengers, right? May be a free food vouchers, free accommodation, another flight transfer under comparable transport conditions? Hmmm, strange phenomenon happening all around the world, showing signs that the end of the world is near? I wonder how long 'the day the earth stood still'?

Time to heal the world already but who in the ***** do you think I am to solve the environmental problems?

I know recycling has increased, but so has trash generation. I hope we can try to be conscious of the waste we create and the ways we can pitch in. Other than finding and asking some pointed questions why this why that happening, let us also start doing our part in preserving and sustaining the Earth. Let's heal the world!

I found an extremely environmentally friendly project to share with all of the people who came here. Look at the pictures below. See how awesome it is to use manga comic as one of the vegetable farming methods? Plants growing in manga. I would use old magazines instead of my precious comic books.






look at the plant roots



collection of books

All too often we focus so intently on solving the problems, that we forget to zoom out and celebrate what is good in our life already.22nd of April- Earth Day. It is a special day to learn about to take care of the planet.haha, the earth is our mother so take care of yourself and the mother earth. Happy planting too !

Can't live?

Yes. It's another week again. I could live without touching my favorite games, Neopets. And currently, I'm still inactive status in facebook. This events happening probably because something has replaced them in my life. Something more important on my mind. Guess what's that picture on top and what does it mean?

I have been busy doing exercise. Yeah, I have started exercising my brain because things started jamming in my head already. I need to unclog my head to prevent the jam more down. I couldn't wait until the brain stops completely before taking any corrective action. Wanna know how stuff works? Firstly, fill up the brain with enough water. Secondly, breath in and out with a contractile stomach force. Then, shout 'WooooOh' with high pitch voice. You must have determination, strong power and start to concentrate and resistance in your mind. Take some time to allow your synapses connecting each other and neurons firing your brain overnight. ^___^ Sounds great?

Now I remembered, the symbol on top is (NFPA 704) - a color code called fire diamond. NFPA fire diamond indicate the level of chemical hazard.
blue indicating level of health hazard,
red = flammability
yellow = (chemical) reactivity
white containing special codes for unique hazards.
(For more specific information about NFPA, go here and here)

OK. Let's see how many days I can live without the my fav's games. See? There are many things I could live without. But, I can't live a day with you. I would give it all for just a moment with you. YOU ARE THE BEST THING that happened to me...guess who? Yeah, if you had been following me all this while, I guess you'll know who's that. Without hope in Jesus Christ, where would I be? Things wouldn't exist without a creator, right? For example, a watch must have a watchmaker. No one on this earth without God existing, He made us. I'm so glad to be a part of this great family.




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Days of Silence

Hello peeps
I come in peace ;p
Hah, I ♥ the pic!


This is my first post for April. Beware. Don't get fooled! I didn't write blog for some time and found that I almost got crazy already. Let's think on the bright side. My obession with the internet has decreased. *clap**clap* I can focus and concentrate to do other things. I'm still learning to relax myself but not too much at one time. Haiz, it's not easy as ABC. I have been enduring for the unfolding emotions and dramatic conflicts. How draaaaamaaatic O.o

Yeah, I was in state of silence for xx days. Whoa, a new record! Hmmm...how well you can define silence? From the definitions on the web, silence is the condition or quality of being or keeping still and silent,the absence of sound; stillness, a period of time without speech or noise, refusal or failure to speak out. Silence is a relative or total lack of audible sound. Friends also might wonder what's going on? My silence was so surprising?

Is it the weight that I'm carrying on is much too heavy for one human being? Don't be confused. I'm not pregnant. I wanna give some of that "weight" where it belongs. What weight? Secret*. Jesus, I need you now. Yeah, I have faith that what happens is for the best, whether I understand it or not. I'm like the optimists looking for the light at the end the tunnel? Come on, time is fading. There's no point playing the blame game again,blaming on that has happened. The important point is that we should start believing God to work out our problems, just as I would believe Him to work out anything else that’s wrong in my life so I will continue to do my best to make a difference. Never, ever give up if you still want to try... ...

"Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try Again. Fail again. Fail better"
- Samuel Beckett

I can do all things through Christ, He who gives me strength.

Philippians 4:13

By the way, my weight has gone up><". This is the result of energy input > energy output. -.-" People want to gain weight to keep up with friends or for all sorts of reasons. When is training session for the run? I'm gonna start traning , lose fats and build stamina! NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

I am killing the time and time is killing me too. Now, my eyes make me look tired. Sleepless night? Come on,this is just a temporary condition. Those dark circles under the eyes will be gone when I'm feeling better, right? Faith is about believing strongly when logic can’t support an answer. Life involves taking many risks every day, and not all of them will end positively. Life is BEAUTIFUL. I’ve got nothing to complain about already so I should Z-I-P my mouth. There's enough time to do it, with no time to waste. OK, let's move on. I missed you XD Aha, do you get me?
I ♥ this song. This was something I needed to hear!




extraction part of the lyrics

I need Your power to renew me, Lord, yeah
I need to know You're moving through me, Lord

I need You as my refuge
My first and last resort
Be the river always running
Through my deepest thoughts
Keep me in Your arms
'Cause even when I drift
I want to love You better than this

So renew me, Remake me
Undo me, Unbreak me
Come into the empty spaces
Of my broken places
And consume me, Complete me
Pursue me, Redeem me
Let Your Holy Spirit living through me
Renew me


Adios. God Bless~

One kind of Moment

This week is quite special. I had mixed feelings. Only a couple of times this 'special' kind of moment happened in my life. Each moment counts. For this moment is all we ever have. Would we really want to go change everything? The past is gone and the future is yet to be. What we can do cause we are who and where and what we are for now and this is the only moment we can do anything about. Be safe and good, or take a chance and be great? Hectic pace. The future is unclear for me.

I realised that I kept using that word 'we' in this post. Is this an appropriate noun to be used in writing? Should I change that to 'I'? Will using too much of 'I' cause people feel he/she a incredibly self-centered person?

OMG, where's the main point? I have never been a killer. Hope I didn't kill your brain cells. Back to this moment...listening to my heartbeat and there’s a wonder in the here and now. It’s right there in front of me and I don’t want to miss the chance. There’s only one who knows what’s really out there waiting in all the moments yet to be.

Sometimes I reach at a point where I like the feeling of the moment that's where I want to stop but I've been given these moments to encourage me along the way. Don't let those precious minutes pass me by. I want to live for every moment! Dear heavenly father in heaven, I need your guidance in doing the things I ought to do. Help me to trust in you all the time. I'll trust you as I trust the telephone to transmit my voice.

Jesus, remember me when I face the struggles and stresses of life.
Jesus, remember me when I feel like You're not there.
Jesus, remember me when the guilt of my past haunts me like a relentless ghost.

Do you believe God gives you the desires of your heart? When God grants my heart’s desire according to His purpose...if it is possible let this cup pass me by but not according to will but let His will be done?

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7
whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.
Hope it is well.

Running for...

Time flies and it's mid-March already. I read something on net. Running is fun.

One in ten joggers said that they have sex at least once a day and three per cent of joggers said they have sex twice a day.

Amongst non-runners one in four (25 per cent) said they had sex once a month or less.

The survey, which questioned 1,000 runners and 1,000 non-runners, also found that one in ten male runners confessed to thinking about sex while exercising.

In comparison, only five per cent of woman said they think about sex while running and almost half spend their time thinking about how the exercise is benefitting them.

The poll, carried out for healthcare charity Sue Ryder Care, also found that a quarter of joggers admitted going running to help them flirt with the opposite sex in a trend branded 'flunning'.

More than a third said they have managed to strike up a conversation with someone of the opposite sex while running.

The event organizer wanted to find out what motivates people to run and discover this new craze which seems to have really caught on everywhere hoping this will encourage more people to get running.

Oh my...the runners were joking about the copulate part. Weren't they? Run for 'Health'. That's the great benefit you get by being a runner @@*.
By the way, I'm joining RunNat2010 and going to practice for the run this weekend. I have to run right to prevent injuries.

Running is quite natural, right? At least, we must be contented with the blessings we have. Some people born with no arms and legs and...I have a pair of legs to stand,walk,run,etc...should appreciate it. I love running and jogging but wondered why its not easy to encourage people to get out and walk? Different people have different tastes, different interests and different priorities. I would be glad if more people can join me in getting in shape ;)

Yup getting hyperactive already and I would like to add on something to share with people.
Breaking free from the unrealistic thin ideal of beauty has never been more urgent.

Did you know that:

* 1 out of 8 adolescent girls reported starving themselves to lose weight
* 40% of moms tell their adolescent daughters to diet and 45% of these girls are of average weight
* 81% of 10 year old girls are afraid of being fat
* 51% of 9 and 10 year old girls feel better about themselves if they are on a diet
* More than 2/3 of women ages 18-25 would rather be mean or stupid than be fat
* Over 50% of women ages 18-25 would rather be hit by a truck than be fat
* 70 million people worldwide struggle with eating disorder

It's interesting or horrifying to know these statistics?

To conclude, eat and exercise,sleep tight and be bright!

The Night-side

Oppressive heat in the noon
then came the burdened clouds in the night
and rain already here now
Open the flood gates of Heaven
I can feel how heavy the rain fell
oh oh oh
Oh rain,
pour on me please...
When the pressure is on you
It's really hard to stand on
...went to Facon Education fair in KLCC today
Thinking...
Planning...
Thinking...
Looking at the old post
dreams of future?
How things have changed?
Hmmm...what's up?
It's been weeks full with too much going on in and outside of *.*

I heard people saying that the greater the darkness the brighter your light can shine.
Lead me to the right place where I can shine?
So must I shine in the darkness?
Shine on me...

In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven
Matthew 5:16

There's always a song in my head
I can hear it and my mind was singing along with all my heart
I feel the peace that can't be explained
I will be still
I'm longing for the healing to come
Today's song in my mind is "STILL"
I will not be afraid
I will TRUST and not be afraid for you are with me
I know that He knows.
Thank you Jesus.

Dealing with...

I somehow really lost interest of blogging already. Blogging took me xx hours to write this post. Believe it or not? I’ll rather go do other stuff. I still love to share some stories and the rest is secret. That's why my life is mysteries. That's why some people could not understand what and why I wrote this and that... haha? Confused because I didn't tell what? who? why? where? how?

There's so much things to do on the net. Most people will login to chat messenger like msn or skype, social networking site like facebook, myspace, friendster, and twitter is another famous real time information network for friends, family, and co-workers to communicate and stay connected with each other. With all this "good" things around, we can share and discover what's happening to the world now. so can you imagine life without internet?

In this 21st century, Internet become basic life of human especially, for business people, students, teachers, homemaker, etc...we depend on the internet for much of our information and entertainment but try to use the internet safely.

A study published in the journal Pediatrics stated that 42% of internet users aged 10 to 17 have been exposed to pornography. By the time these children reach adulthood, pornography can be a pervasive part of their lives and, for some, this can lead to serious problems, such as porn addiction. Parents out there please protect children from the negative aspects of computer use. We can't stop people from doing bad things but we can educate them to prevent

We are surrounded by negative people with negative thoughts but it's no big deal when you can control yourself from being "affected". ><" ahh my tired eyes...now my health got affected by the computer! I should stop here cuz I don't want to say anymore at this moment. I don't know I'm having a hard time ><~not my will be done but ur will be done in me? What was I thinking?

For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the LORD. "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Isaiah 55:8-9

Finding The Right Path

Trials dark on every hand, and we cannot understand
all the ways of God would lead us we wonder why the test
when we try to do our best, but we'll understand it better by and by
Oh Lord Jesus I need your guidance right now
I need to be restored
I need guidance in my heart and my step
Help me to find the right path for me to go now

Unto thee, O Lord, do I lift up my soul.
O my God, I trust in thee
let me not be ashamed, let not mine enemies triumph over me
Psalms 25:1-2

Laugther is the Best Medicine for Your heart

Laughter is good! Levity is good! When you allow yourself to be joyful, that joy radiates to all those around you.

To add on, smiling boost the immune system because smiling releases endorphins into the body, make us relax, putting less stress on the body.
visit here for more info


so watch this video. The best of Charlie Chaplin
I ♥ Charlie's show!

There must be more to life than this

There must be more to life than this
There must be more to life than this
How do we cope in a world without love
Mending all those broken hearts
And tending to those crying faces
There must be more to life than living
A better way for us to survive
Why should it be just a case of black or white
There must be more to life than this
Why is this world so full of hate
People dying everywhere
And we destroy what we create
People fighting for their human rights
But we just go on saying c'est la vie
So this is life
There must be more to life than killing
There must be more than meets the eye
What good is life, if in the end we all must die
There must be more to life than this
There must be more to life than killing
There must be more to life than this
I live in hope for a world filled with love
Then we can all just live in peace
There must be more to life, much more to life
There must be more to life, more to life than this

...that humans learn only by trial and error
I've got to live life, not think about it.
Just let me step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again.
Learn and grow but not to shrink back
I feel ALIVE!

Wonder...?

Oh, hello! It's afternoon!
I had few wonderful CNY visitation events. I had conversation and with my old classmates. I can't imagine a CNY without a dining with family and friends.
And yet, there are so many things I wonder about and so I wonder about what's next?
I wonder whether this was the right thing to do where you have so many things running through your head and so many things to think about,to start to handle and to solve...that just seems to be that last battle of your day? blah blah blah and to my wonder, problem still exists. What solutions do u offer?

I tried not to worry about tomorrow. After all tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.


So here (here)
You're free,
To hear (hear),
You're free to hear the truth
No fear in truth.

Truth
Brings
The calm,
So the storm won't take you down.

Halleluia,
He takes the simple,
And uses them to confound the proud.

So here (here),
You'ree free,
To hear (hear),
You'ree free.

I'm free to tell the truth,
I'm not a comfortable liar.
The truth sets me free,
So I can be free from lies
And I can see
And I can hear

So You will know the truth, too!

I should probably stop typing now because in this sense, I really have not come to a conclusion at all?

Logic is Illogical

Logic does not solve anything.

What could you not accept, if you but knew that everything that happens, all events, past, present, and to come, are gently planned by One Whose only purpose is your good?


by the way, guess who is she?

Result Release Date

Oh, my God! STPM results will be announced on Feb 25!

Out of Control

We want to control so everything happens in just the way we want it.

But at the end of the day, we control nothing,




It's all in God's hands, - has always been, and will always be.


So, do what you can, and then let go, and let God handle the rest.

*I ♥ Shugo chara!

Tokyo Dogs! This show took me about 1 month to finish it though there are 10 episodes only.
It's about So and Maruo solely focus on helping Yuki find her memories while trying to bring Jinno's crime organization. I love the chemistry between Sou and Maruo! As for Yuki, she's cute. Her character was bright. I burst out laughing when I saw their reactions and expression during their banter. Not forgetting So's family. They are so funny together when Sou's mum is calling him. And boyfriend of his sister who seems to have practically moved into the family home. He's acting very crazy. This is a comedy drama that just enjoyable to watch and it would be better if I could understand their language.


sigh~

Life

Life is...? Everybody has hard times. Facing ourselves can really bite the big one.

Joint Celebration▬ CNY and Valentine's Day

how rich~

how fruity~
Strawberries, honey dew melon and rock melon wedges, beaded grapes, pineapple daisies...a delicious bouquet of fresh fruit flowers. This remind me of the fruit basket that parents made for the Christmas Party Celebration back few years ago. It was marvelous! Opps I should get back to the topic.

A simple wish from me to everyone - Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's day! Woohoo~it's year of tiger!

...it should be this size..like this (________), not like this (____________), so smaller size = cute and cuter?

I was supposed to continue with more...Sarah, you raised my baking spirit!

Journalling

Holidays are great. Being on holiday is the only time of the year when I get to relax. When the holidays are over, then I will say I wish I had more holidays. There's no right or wrong way to enjoy the holidays. I got something to do to escape the “I'm bored” doldrums. Chances are good that, at some point in your life, you've journalled. In journalling right now. The best is there's no rules around journalling. Journalling can affect both physical and mental wellbeing. Let your thoughts flow and preserve your memories. But be caredful! Feelings won't be safe from the people around you, you may consider journalling on the computer. It's hard to keep a journal in a safe place though. Protect privacy when writing a internet journal? You may consider password-protecting your journal? What if hackers break into your network, how would the press ever find out? Though internet jounalling is faster and easier but I prefer the traditional methods of writing a journal. Don't worry. I will keep sharing lifetime stories with you all :p What were you thinking ?

"Nearly 4 billion trees worldwide are cut down each year for paper, ... uses 749 pounds of paper every year (adding up to a whopping 187 billion pounds per year for ... nearly 90000 sheets of paper or 2700 copies of a 35-page newspaper!" - extracted from ecology.com

Reduce the consumption of products made from trees. Save trees, save the world so I was thinking of 3R concept-'reduce, reuse, recycle' aspects can be incorporated into this activity. I make creative use of the available things around...don't have to waste $$ to buy sheets of paper [][][][][][]

I was surfing the internet and I remembered to share with all of you on "How to type hearts on your keyboard?" Let's make heart symbols with the numeric keypads. First, make sure the numlock mode on your keyboard is on. Then, holding down "Alt" key while typing 1 for ☺, 2 for ☻, 3 for ♥, 4 for ♦, 5 for ♣, 6 for ♠, 7 for •, 8 for ◘, 9 for ○, 10 for ◙, .11 for ♂, 12 for ♀, 13 for ♪, 14 for ♫, 15 for ☼, 16 for ►, 17 for ◄, 18 for ↕, 19 for ‼, 20 for ¶, 21 for §, 22 for ▬, 23 for ↨, 24 for ↑, 25 for ↓, 26 for →, 27 for ←, 28 for ∟, 29 for ↔, 30 for ▲, 31 for ▼, ...

Remember to hold down "Alt" key and enter number you want to get those symbols. By the way, you can use character map to do it but that one is different case already cuz you're not using the keypad anymore =_=".. go start> accessories> system tools> character map..then explore the map lol ^U^

I wonder why ALT+18 and ALT+23 is the same?
Have fun playing with that ♥~and generate the minimum amount of waste *wink**wink**wink*.

Spring 'NO' blues

my last update was 2nd of Feb and Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Can you feel the CNY mood yet? Things are starting to get busy. I've mentioned a lot about this. I often blog nowadays as compared to last year haha cuz I'm quite free now but I was busy for last few days...omg! What?!

I'll just mention one or two here. A Visitation to JX's mension. Before that, we chit chat too much till we went to the wrong way and ended up in the wrong place. We spent 1 hour plus in the car but being stucked in the car didn't bother me. I was just hoping Pris' mum didn't get angry or disappointed at that moment. We reached there by about 8. We got no time to sing K cuz we're late for that. Anyhow, Lynn, u missed a good chance of fun. Well, it's great to have a gathering with friends. I had fun spending time together with them...from sitting together around discussing issues from our own feelings to different places and based on the different attitudes and perspectives. Why does time flies so fast when you are having fun? That made me realise I got to say good bye to them. At least, it's not waste. It's not waste of time! If yes, is blogging is just a waste of time? Nah, It's an opportunity to allow me to see that being there was a chance to do something funny with them. I love playing...Hah! ;p The most I can do for my friend is simply a friend and the most difficult job as a friend is to offer understanding when we don't get the point. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection.

I get super bored just sitting around my house. I should get out of my own world and meet some strangers. Strangers are just friends waiting to happen. Who knows I might meet others who have a passion even secrets that I hide from the rest of the world. Wakakaka *lol* When life seemed at its greatest and if seeing me, a person who should not have had the xxxxxxxx I did, surviving and I will survive ;p

yeah im going to run for the nation!
join me

There must be a reason?

The above picture taken from Japanese drama -Tokyo Dogs...currently watching it.

Bleh..haha I love his funny face. I'm back here to blog again. My life has just been upside down and very crazy, as some would call it. At break of the day, in all the freshness, I read a book. At night, I You know how easily and suddenly these things happen, beginning in playful teasing and ending in something a little warmer?

There must be a reason. There must be a reason for raindrops to fall. There must be a reason why mountains are tall. And why are the stars in the sky? There must be a reason why. Bright stars, shine kindly here. Cool wind, blow softly here.

Kindness in your eyes
I guess you heard me cry
You smiled at me like Jesus to a child
I'm blessed I know
Heaven sent and heaven stole
You smiled at me like Jesus to a child
And what have I learned from all this pain
I thought I never feel the same about anyone or anything again
But now I know...

...it's time for me to sign out here. I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours :p

Oh lovely floral blanket! sleepy Zzzz

0126 HAPPY day

Yo! I haven't been blogging for few days already. Where have I been?

Wonderful events
100122 - home\ No Form 6 Costume Party -.-
100123 - chatting\ tooth fairy movie\ Mc D food\ shopping\ A&W food\ shopping\ home
100126 - chatting\ 'The Best House' Visitation\ playing\ kidding\ baking\ home

eat eat eat made my stomach felt so FULL all the time these days! I should eat right la burppppp ~.~ haiz
It's just all the bad things in life that make me unhappy. Noone can be happy all the time, right? But I felt grateful and HAPPY today! I shouldn't regret anything that I said because it's what me were feeling at this moment. When people close to you remember things that make you smile or feel special or something else. I always try to be happy at all times no matter what happens =) I didn't tell you to pretend everything is fine when you know that it’s not. There's gonna be some things in life that are going to make it hard for you to smile, but through all you see, all the rain and all the pain, you have to keep your sense of humor and keep on smiling. Think from the bright side mah~ Everyone strives to find it and keep it.

The source of happiness varies from person to person. My today's defination of "Happy" isssss not being pressured by wants and needs. It's having something that I can be glad to share with others. I so happy today cuz I have found my friends whom I can share my interest with. We had a pleasant evening together. No matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I rejoice greatly in the Lord that at last you have renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you have been concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. haha~I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.

Live knowing that somebody loves you; even if it isn't the somebody you want it to be. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Thank you and bye bye!

Can you lay down the burden of perfection now and strive for wholeness, happiness, and peace of mind instead? Peace be with you peeps! ;D

Come on! excercise to fight stress cuz I wanna be happy!

Awaiting Job

Do you know who I used to be? A Super Lady! I just got home from an interview at a hospital canteen. I'll be the "ah sum" there, cleaning the tables and mopping the floor. How could this happen? I was kidding again. They wanted me as a doctor secretary. Ohhhh my godnessss, I know it's a routine work. Basically, this job is just answering phone calls,making appointments, filing patient's records, writing memos. It seems so bored, right? Don't worry, I believe I can get through it ;)

Don't look down on secretary job! You see The Secretary of State is extremely important, because after the President, this Secretary is the chief government officer in charge of dealing with foreign nations. It's like the point man of negotiating treaties and agreements with other nations. Emmm, I'll try my best to make my working days to be meaningful. I wondered why Sir Winston Churchill, the British politician said this, "It's not enough that we do our best; sometimes we have to do what's required." What's he trying to tell us? Do what is expected rather than just your best? OMG (/)_(\)

I hope I'll get this job so that I so gain clear insight into today's healthcare and the role doctors play and see how they are approaching to the patients =) well then I'm sure this opportunity will let me gain some knowledge and skills, allowing me to embark early on my road to becoming an effective ???????......so I have to wait their hiring decision while I'm still enjoying my spring wonderland lalalalalala~ d(^~^)b

A Time of Crisis

Hey, I'm back again. M-I-A for 2 days. Yeah, I made the days different. Running around singing any song that is distasteful. Watch the video and do what you can.



Am I disturbing the peace? Please don't mind. I am extremely worried about 1 thing. This was about how exhaustive I am, hearing this song. It's sad and beautiful song, but not all is this depressing in relationships, sometimes we cry when things don't turn the way we want, and we make others feel bad. We cry because of the situations, to get their way, to keep from hurting someone else, and to release the over flow of tears that we have. It's good to be able to cry. What do you do when you want to cry but you cannot? Read this if you have time>The boy who cannot cry - The National Newspaper

What's not disturbing in your personal life? There is a precise purpose in those long hours, days of even years of waiting. "And not only so, but let us have joy in our troubles: in the knowledge that trouble gives us the power of waiting. And waiting gives experience; and experience, hope: and hope does not disappoint us..." I just can't wait to see what's more He has for me as I trust Him for His purposes and promises in my life. God understands my prayers even when I can't find the words to say them.

"For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, And a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace."

(Ecclesiastes 3:1-8)

Humans are never satisfied with their current state. We do take so much for granted. I'll try my best to enjoy what I have now so I won't look back and regret later. I hope everyone has something to be thankful for, even though there are a lot of hard times

...don't have to wait till Thanksgiving Day to thank people, isn't it?
I'm thankful for the 24 hours I already have ;p
and 'THANK YOU'!

Journey to The Movies

A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance so let's dance!

Yeah. I made my day different as compared to yesterday! Haha of course la...Have I told you that I hate routine? I really really really hate daily routine but I like planning..plan for different things to do for everyday. Telling you this wouldn't kill me. We'll change a little bit, a little little bit everyday, and hoping not to become bitter but to become better :p

WhoOoOa~ today morning take bus to meet my besties. It's my first experience of taking the bus to MV. Though it's the normal bus I took to KL but this time I got off the bus before reaching KL or KL city centre to be more precise. Then, I tried to find my way to the place I should meet up with them. I can reach there without getting lost.Woohoo! But then, they made me waited for XX minutes before they turned up! Oh my god, I watched 2 movies in the cinema. One was Sherlock Holmes and another was local Chinese film- Tiger Woohoo. This local film's storyline was quite ok and I guess everyone can guess the ending of the story...what's more? A HAPPY ENDING. In fact, who doesn't like happy ending? The actors overacting in many scenes but I can't denied that they made this comedy movie a sucess. At least, I laughed like @@..good job and keep it up Malaysian artists! I love to read about Sherlock Holmes stories but how about the movie? "Do you believe in magic?" The way Sherlock Holmes explained all kinds of rational and scientific reasons for things. Ah, I love it! That's it. I felt like I was crazy and I haven't felt this way in a year already. What to do? Even the the psychologist states, "Well, you do seem to be obsessed with watching movies.hehee~

On the same day, I satisfied my mouth with japanese food Kodomo Bento.Hmmmm...I was wondering the meaning of the name of the food.Can anyone tell me more about this? Let me describe the food first. Steamed rice with prawn, deep fried fish and "vegetable". I don't like the vegetable especially the yellow sliced ones. It tastes very salty. Yuck!!!

After the movies,we decided to go home. She dropped me off at the highway. It's not even halfway from home =( Uh, I paid twice for the bus fares. I travell locally only wor..how come?

In spite of that, today was another journey of adventure for me. Thank God I'm safe and so are all my friends.

No More School Life

Oh no! It's been pretty boring today. I started to miss the school already. I don't hate school. In fact, school is a GREAT place for learning.There are many things we can learn there. I love the school library where I can read as much books as I like. I love school field. Although it's HOT to stay under the blazing sun during the sport practices and then everybody got tanned and slightly sunburnt but doesn't it feels good when you can run and feel the wind go by? haha! I love school canteen not only because the food is nice and cheap? It's because I can meet up with my gang during break time.Yeahhh, then meet with other gang of friends but...let me clarify for what I said. I'm not a gangster. According to definition on the web, a gangster is a criminal who is a member of gang. I broke school rules before.Oppsss! I was not supposed to tell you this...never mind la~ I already graduated high school. Wouldn't the discipline teacher come my house and cane me? I ate in the classroom. In fact, I was allowed to do so.haha..am I a criminal?

Many things happened in the school. From where I started out at the beginning of the my secondary school life to where we are...then now school life has ended. Everybody was moving on with their lives. Do you know what I'm thinking of?? When it comes to the future, there are three kinds of people: those who let it happen, those who make it happen, and those who wonder what happened. Which one are you?? Maturity of mind is the capacity to endure uncertainty. No one can tell you the future, but you cannot give up, because uncertainty is a part of life. Bleh~~

Just now,I was surfing on the net and taking personality tests. It's a fun way to pass the time and you get to learn more about yourself =) Actually, I never got bored with life. Cook, bake, read, sew, knit,organise my closet,redecorate things, make gifts, watch TV or movie, listen to music,... just wish I had more hands to do a lot of things. Today was a rainy cold day and I was just exercising my fingertips so it wouldn't be so cold.

Happy 12012010, BUSY-ing and soOo please keep yourself, and your family, happy and healthy this season. Adios!

Direction and Destination

Nothing makes us so lonely as our secrets.

Knowing direction to travel without knowing destination...well it has to be deal with this word-FAITH. For me...everytime I pray, I believe God is always there for me and He listens to my prayer...knowing the weak are made strong. Just as you always said human can never be satisfiable blahs*...humans have weaknesses. I just keep holding on to the belief that God's strength is made perfect in my weakness. For when I am weak then I am strong. A sobering thought: what if, at this very moment, am I living up to my full potential? My own bias is pretty simple. I believe that our faith does have an effect.

opps so late already..ciao~

Out of the Blue

That it's time you stopped hiding from life, and said yes to the adventure of being alive. I am pretty sure that you are curious about what's happening with my life at the moment. Enough of the routine already. Does everyone feels like this at one point or another? Go on, have an adventure, - do what you always wanted deep within your heart. Do what brings you alive, and the universe will open doors where there were only walls.

This day was the day I'm going to face the world. Besties came and we found our first clue in a conversation that took place hundreds of days ago. Then, I can't stop myself from sharing stories and testimonies with them.lol...you still there?

I wonder if people will see me differently if I dressed myself differently? It can't be denied that our first impression is important. I've been told I don't look my age. It's good that people think I still look 15.*wink*Let me whisper to you about this...women dressing up in red because it makes them more attractive to men as compared to other clothing colours. See here.
However, it seemed to attract unusual attention. Some said dress conservatively then you'll experience less harassment. Whatever dress clothes you choose it should be a reflection of you and your personality. Just make you look your very best.

The power of a smile is an amazing thing because it makes you feel better. This world may be crumbling around me, but no matter what I will tread on!

=)

Oh no! Let's get back on topic.

It was my first hang out with friends in year 2010. I know what u're thinking now*.* We gathered and had our lunch at western restaurant. Then, I had my first K-session with them. Later on, we watched comedy movie "Old Dogs" and went home after that. Now, having pain in my legs after prolonged walking and sitting due to poor blood flow. I should have done more exercises. Anyway, thanks friends for visiting me and freed me out of boredom. What an unexpected day! It's was sooo good catching up with friends that I haven't seen in few years =)

Candle introduced me Korean songs again. Let's just see.



another one







I wanna sing K again! A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words. It's a great day, isn't it? Let's just hope I can sleep tonight.

Watch out! Social life.

I perceive a note of sarcasm in your voice. This is a nice idea but I perceive difficulties in putting it into practice.

Times when words cannot express

YES! Less than 24 hours then I can meet my besties. >besties: tell me do you feel the same as me? How's my life? Its seems just like yesterday, almost the same.However I changed it a little and make it a little bit different.*OMG!self-talking*. I was self-talking again. However, it's positive self-talk, not the negative ones*lucky**lucky* Life is what you can make of it. You can’t control all the events in your life, but you can always decide what the events mean to you and how you are going to act on it, right? Then, we have to live with the consequences of our choices. Make the right choice and you would prosper. Make the wrong choice and you would suffer. I was examining my inner process*.* Too many thoughts are going through my mind and I can't express all. There are times when words cannot express, so you wouldn't understand...

I have started thinking about the purpose of being alive since when I was a kid *lol* I feel happy to be able to spend my every single day even though sometimes I feel bad but I'll forgive and forget. Weeping at night alone? Don't worry. Joy will come in the morning. To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future. haha!

For his anger lasts only a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may remain for a night,
but rejoicing comes in the morning. (Psalm 30:5)

Be it unto me
According to your Word
According to your promises
I can stand secure
Carve upon my heart
The truth that sets me free
According to your Word O Lord
Be it unto me

Since when I become so downhearted? It's seems like there is no hope of accomplishing any dream. "Like success, failure is many things to many people. With Positive Mental Attitude, failure is a learning experience, a rung on the ladder, a plateau at which to get your thoughts in order and prepare to try again."-W. Clement Stone ...so I was not supposed to sound like this!*no tears**don't worry**wake up* So what are you doing today? Produce your life phrases and make your day extraordinary! Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does. Come on! Bring more positive energy into your life.

If you are really thankful, what do you do? Let me share this video and make you feel the warmth of the day. Let's go back, way back, back into old time and watch this video.



I watched this cartoon series when I was in my early childhood. It's my bros' favourite. Up untill now, I only know the title of the show-"Oggy and the Cockroaches". It was fun watching it just because of the crazy characters + funny sound effect in it.haha~

I'm a milkaholic. Chocolate milk! *gulp**gulp* Yum yum yummy!!
May God Bless You

When you discover your mission, you will feel its demand. It will fill you with enthusiasm and a burning desire to get to work on it.

Unemployed

Don't know what to begin with...then Happy New Year twice again! I gonna "renovate" my blog cuz I think too many javascripts in it, which will cause as many problems for me .. s.a slow loading dot dot dot dot dot dot.
Hmm just a simple ones are good enough.

Many kids starting school today and I'm still on holidays cause I can't attend high school anymore. I... graduated from high school and currently unemployed and the holidays can be stressful especially for a person like me. :(

Oh Lord, guide my steps to a righteous path. I wish to use the gifts and talents you have given me, but I need the opportunity to do so with gainful employment. Grant me this favor I seek in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

IT'S NIU* YEAR

HAPPY *NIU* YEAR and have a nice day!

First post in 2010

Happy New Year peeps! It'a 20100101 already. 2009 was really a great year for me cuz I had sit for STPM. The results will be coming out, most probably during March holidays. Hmmm.. 3 months man! What can I do? Everyone else is finding a job, so I shall find one too? Parents started to nag me already. XD ..do administration work or become a promoter? These jobs can help me to improve my communication skill.

I did some research on the net about choosing my future path. I know my interests. But you cant split yourself into many parts to do all things at once, am I right? So get a plan first. Don't rush.

I feel breathless and tired. Isn't I lack of sleep. I think I'm lacked of iron. Is it real for iron not easily absorbed by the body? I need iron man! Iron is very important because it helps our body to make haemoglobin. Haemoglobin, the protein found in red blood cells that carries oxygen around your body and gives blood its red colour. Isn't I lack of sleep? It's still a long holidays for me. I sleep 6-8 hours per day. I didn't skip meal. I had almost 6 meals a day. Should having no problem right? Anaemia? Nooo...HELP!!

A New Year’s resolution is something that goes in one year and out the other. I haven't exercised regularly. It's time to kick your butt into gear and get a healthier life.



Happy 2010 once again :D

I'm planning so many things