Let the London 2012 Olympic Games Begin!

It's very early in the morning now. Everyone's is talking about The London 2012 Olympic Games. I thought I missed the opening ceremony. Luckily, it has not yet started. It's going to start at 3.45a.m. (MYT) so it's about 3 hours from now. IOC Youtube channel is a blessing. I'll keep my eyes open to watch the grand opening of London Olympic Games. Can't wait to watch it online!



Let's catch the Olympic Spirit!

"The important thing in the Olympic Games is not winning but is taking part. The essential thing in life is not conquering but fighting well.". This quote was used back in olden Olympic. What a great inspiration for me.

I wish all the Olympic Games players all the best and I'll fight for exam! Okay, off to study for my exam first. I hope I won't fall asleep that early :p

Run, Angeline. Run!

Good Day. Here's another attempt at blogging. Remember, I'm gonna make a change? So yeah, today's weather is good since last two days have been raining like cats and dogs. Yeah, I went for a evening jog and morning jog these few days. It was good for me to know that I still able maintain exercise level. Finally, I got back my mood to exercise after months and months of non-stop coming projects and living unhealthy lifestyle. This kind of lifestyle sucking up my youthful energy. owh owh, owh, owh, ... I live like an owl. It's my study week actually so that's why I've got the time to train my brain, muscles, and feet. I need to exercise to boost my brain power and burn some of my excessive fats too >_<

so I need to resume my healthy lifestyle.

I'm ALIVE :D

P/S: There have been a lot of robbery/kidnap cases in town these days. Be aware of everything goes on near you and keep things safe while jogging.

<3,

Angeline

Time capsule making

Dear future self,

I'm reminding you about your stated goal on 43 things, to "make
time capsule".

How's it going?

Sincerely,
Your past self

The Great Revival

Hey, as I promised before, I'm back here!

I'm sorry that I had quietly walked away from the blog and left a moment of silence. I had chaos of thoughts and went through some crazy times. Well, it took me courage to stand back and embrace this life. I have learnt that I should have live life abundantly. When life storms hit you, don't be weary, but stand up and face the challenge. Life is good anyway. Don't worry. I'm still very much ALIVE and living well. I hope everyone is living well too.

Could you imagine that I have about 50 drafts left in my blog post? I had a good laugh while reading these drafts. I decided to post some of them up here to share tits and bits of my life.This were written long ago so please keep reading if you really have that free time because it's gonna be a long post =)

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Welcome Back!

Hello world! It's February 2012 already. I'm back after vanishing into a black hole since August 2010. If you have noticed, I didn't update my blog for about one and half year already. Sorry guys, I learned a lot during these period of time. Please bear with me. I lost the confidence and courage in everything. I blamed myself and hatred myself as an useless person. Thank you Jesus. He is the one that heals my soul. I find comfort in Him when nothing else helps. I feel His power. I am not afraid because He is with me. Now all I know...it seems I'm more understand without Christ, I am nothing. I do not think of ending up my life because of certain issues I faced . By His mercy and grace, I'm able to break out from fallen position, rise up and walk again. It's not how you see yourself. Focus my eyes upon Jesus. He draws me closer to Him. The purpose I revive this blog again is to share my life experience with people around the world or may be other living organism at the outer space as well? I accept myself and knowing I am the creation of my beautiful Father. In the days to come, I shall live out my special calling. I do not know how God is going to direct my life's script, but I trust in Him that He will make a way for me. I would like to thank my family for always supporting me on this journey of life. Also, thanks to my old friends and new friends who accompanying me so far. I enjoy to have all my high school peeps who made my worth remembering for life. I'm so thankful to have such a great bunch of friends. You guys rocks! So for now, this blog will be back to normal with frequent updates. A little updates. I have been all good lately; just finished my finals and currently on my semester break. I do appreciate the things that happened lately. I enjoy every single hang out we had.

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Bonjour! I'M BACK!!!!! First, I would like to thank you for supporting me. Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.


I'm going through a magical moment. My heart skipped don't know how many beats. This is a strange enough new play on words. I found out something that is valuable to me has lost. Actually, blessings are everywhere. Pray hard and may think I have challenges, but I have so many blessings. Sometimes, it takes only a moment of conscious effort to recognize those blessings. Once you focus on the gifts instead of the problems, your whole perspective will change and you will see blessings everywhere.

 I was in the midst of a long blog break. Miracles of life are always around you, ready to be celebrated, ready to be welcomed into your life.This come-back is grand. The best way to become really good at something is to teach it to others, to share what you learn. However, blogs are replacing my personal diary. I don't want let blogs overwhelm my life. I need balance in all things to succeed at anything. I've learned to pace myself and to be careful not to bite off more than I can chew. Haha! Do you believe that there is a more fulfilling life ahead? To actually have the ability, but be able to do nothing. I really don't like that. People shouldn't dwell in the past. It's enough to try your best in all that you're doing now. People either go to school or get a job. Everyone is heading towards their own career paths. Humans don't really think about the things that they can do. Even though I think all this is a lie when the fact of life hits. I wanted to do something which is useful to humans. Jesus, help me! I'm going to have to go out on faith. Future is expanding by infinite proportions. But then, where is the future of the blog? Let's continue to see growth here. I like to think that as bloggers, we will have the most important role in the future of blogs and their evolution. If people blog for different reasons and not everyone defines success in the same way. I have a lot of goals. Some of them are sitting on a shelf waiting for me to actively get to them. So, I only selectively pick and choose what I can realistically tackle at any given time. Mistakes? Failure? These are my teachers. You never give up, no matter what happens. If something doesn't work for you find another approach. Always make sure you give whatever you are trying a fair chance, give it some time and work through it thoroughly before abandoning it. One of the most important things I've learned is having a work schedule. Almost as important is how to set goals. Then, make a plan for getting to those goals. Stay focused on both the goals and the plan. And like I said, "Never give up, you will get there". Turning mistakes into learning experiences and failure into opportunity is key to success.

 In the midst of world disasters and war at the end of 2004, I feel a sense of hope. I have an opportunity to make a difference. It's time to start. My focus has been on my family, friends and myself. I want a better understanding of the bigger world and culture. I want to look outside myself. I am not sure that I really know how to reach outside myself. I am often reluctant to let others in. I am amazed at some of the stories of how others have made a difference. I am ready to listen, observe and act. It's time to get going so it must start with me. "Be the change that you wish to see in the world.” A bit philosophical here but true to what Mahatma Gandhi would say about personal and social transformation. I have made a commitment to myself to really start living my life. I have always wanted to write and this may present an opportunity to increase my own self-awareness, while sharing my voice with others. Therefore, I'll write blog post randomly so stay tuned. ;)

“I try to live what I consider a "poetic existence." That means I take responsibility for the air I breathe and the space I take up. I try to be immediate, to be totally present for all my work.”Rock and roll music, if you like it, if you feel it, you can't help but move to it. That's what happens to me. I can't help it.' My recovery from manic depression has been an evolution, not a sudden miracle.

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Enjoy it, explore it, experience it. Don't hold back. It is God's gift to you. Don't be a wallflower in the dance of life. 

I've been letting you down. I'm sorry world. Excuse me. I think. I dream. I believe. I listen. I laugh. I live.This is a twenty-something's attempt to find beauty in all things, to seek for meaning and purpose, to appreciate life and its wonders, and to share the love with the world. I have a penchant for remembering the smallest details. I'm a softie when it comes to anything personal and sentimental. I treasure handwritten notes, notebook doodles, small handmade artsy items - just about anything that has a personal touch. I adore kids and I enjoy spending time with them.

Hmmm...I had so many horrid dreams at night. If only it was as simple as it was before. If only nothing changed. If only Inevitable is best accepted with serenity. There are times when you absolutely see no solution. When you've thought and thought and prayed and prayed; when you've sat still in meditation listening for an answer and still no answer comes. There are times when it’s okay to just surrender. I SURRENDER. The day finally came. Twist twist twist in my story. I have written 55 drafts for my current story. I'm still constantly organizing things in a certain way. Hope I'm not the OCD type of person? I'm asserting myself into my adulthood. Seriously,I haven't been exercising since so long. Last time, I would jog 3 times a week without fail but now I only exercise on weekends. This is funny because it's really a time for people to relax and breath. 

Well today is about 6 months since the last entry. Sorry, I was temporarily disconnected. Let's be frank, my bad habits just caught up with me! Yup yup! I  just caught the joyous mood of the festival. Not much else to report and I'm jumping off the edge and learning to fly to resolve another issue.

Oh-woahh, wondering what's on my mind. Don't wonder because the wonder of it all, the wonder that I made. I am here to stay so don't rot and stay fresh! An internet search will throw up hundreds of leads eehehhh. I can be overwhelmed by sweets at festive seasons. Something is different and I'll try to explain it. Well, I got an appointment from the dentist. 2 weeks later, I went to the clinic and she taught me few teeth caring tips such as how to brush teeth and how to use gentle, circular motions to massage and clean the teeth and gums. Then, she cleaned and dried the tooth to be treated and then paint a layer of liquid white plastic material on the pits. It's dental sealant. Lastly, I had a bite adjustment. Everyday, I have to gaggle my mouth with salt water in order to kill the germs.

Notice: This is not for comfort, but also to preserve the health of my teeth...but it's not refreshing at all. What to do? I push and squeezed the gum until a whitish yellow pus came out. It's so yucky and definitely an infection. And of course nobody wants to eat it right?

Tooth crowding, receding gums, ...I just counted and there are more than 20 posts in search for tooth problems. Sensitivity to the temperature on the tooth when I drink or gaggle my mouth made me feel so irritated. Whenever I bite something or just close my mouth, it really hurts. This pain has come over the past few weeks and keep disturbing me like forever...nono I always have teeth pain since Form 4. I think but that's another type of pain so I decided to see the fix the problem but ended up even worse. Who should I blame? Wisdom teeth. Will growing wisdom teeth make me wiser? I don't like this feeling. Sigh, and again I'm too lazy to call up the dentist to tell her this situation. Brushing and gaggling my teeth is a painful task but this doesn't stop me from eating. I really should call and just go back and see her with no doubt.

Then, an appointment was made and had the surgery done. It was a mercy I got out alive. After I went to the treatment for the trea, I felt very much better. Well, I have to deal with root canal later.

Have a good time but get it out ALIVE!

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Thanks for reading all of em'! That's all for now!

I can't believe I can actually do so many things and I have discovered more about myself such as in a traditional way of writing diary. I really love writing and felt that I should make some contribution to this world at least, share life experience to the others to inspire and be inspired.

I learnt to smile and laugh as much as I can. Don't be scared if you heard my maniac laughter sound. I won't bite you. People who's facing problems, I just want to tell you that you are not alone. I sense how you feel. You never know what you can do until you try to do it. God won't give you more than you can handle. Although there may have been times you thought the world was caving in on you, you got through it. You are much stronger than you think and with God's power, you are stronger than you can imagine. So charge ahead, you can handle it.


I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. - Philippians 4:13

I wish to make a difference and I will do it. It is better to do a few things well than a bunch of things shoddily. If you are feeling overwhelmed, don't take on anything more. It's okay, and you might be giving someone else a chance to get involved. You don't have to be all things to all people; a few things to a few people will be just fine. It is the small things that make a big difference. Last but not least, I sincerely thank my family members and friends for their help, encouragement and blessings. Thank you to all of you!

note: haven't seen the dentist yet.

That's not all! I will have a lot more to say so stay tuned. 

Embrace life!
To make a heart:
(remove the dashes)
-h-e-a-r-t-s-

Love,
Angeline

Something great!

Something great will happen.

Stay tuned!

<3,

Angeline 

It's been a long, long time

It's July already. 

Well, it's been a long, long time now.

How's life treating you all?

I'm ALIVE! Just BUSY living.

Many sleepless nights.

No worries, I think I can endure this life.

I MUST ENDURE IT!

Look, what's with my MSN's music display..it's a cute ninja icon!

I have so many drafts in my blog.

and I reformatted my laptop not long ago 

and now more files on my laptop when I backed up old files.

I'm trying to make July a good month.

I'm about to make this comeback.

Hope's everyone is doing good. 

I'll be back soon yeah~

p/s: Do you know where is the scene of this Japanese movie Oto-na-ri ?

I watched this movie half year ago. The movie is about two neighbours who became familiar to each other through sounds they hear through the thin wall.. At those times, you hear the noises and sounds from next door through the wall, you would feel they live in your own home. I like how this movie steers attention to sounds of daily activities, nature stirring that we rarely notice consciously. You'll feel something is missing if they are not there. It's a beautiful movie. 

Blossom like a flower

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Hello! Hello! Hello! It's 12312! Long time no see. I'll be back!

So many tabs!

Have you ever opened one too many tabs in your browser before? 

I think I discovered tabs sometime in 2007 or 2008. I don’t remember how I used to live without them. I always end up opening way too many tabs on my browser. Can't believe I tend to be quite obsessive with tabs. The reality is that it’s very, very unlikely that you know what’s in the tab four tabs after this page, hence the aimless wandering. Thanks to big widescreen monitors it doesn't get too clumped, but there have been times when it does. It’s crazy how easy it is to be overrun by tabs, but it seems like you have a pretty good set of habits when you’re not swimming in tabs. I'm still trying not to have more than five tabs open at once otherwise it looks too cluttered for me. I tried to finish off all tabs now before I close the browser, and it's actually refreshingly nice to have a clean browser everytime I start it up. It can feel like such a burden, such a huge time sink sometimes when you start up with way too many "look at later"-tabs.

Reminder: All the tabs onto one window. Stay FOCUSED!

Extra Breasts?!

Oh my...hot pic! Notice something different? It's the first day of August and I'm happy to be here today. LOL. Have you ever heard of supernumerary body parts? You've probably heard it before. The focus is on breast "awareness"Wow. I was reading an article and this line caught my attention.

"A small number of women have an extra breast or pair of breasts." Then, I told mum about this and she wondered how that lady going to wear bra or...? Is there any specially designed bra available in the market? so I continued to find out more about this. A woman who has three breasts got condition called polymastia or supernumerary breast. Usually, the accessory breasts are not a problem and don't need to be removed. Don't laughed at them okay? They deserve as much respect as everyone :)

Ok back to breast cancer. Breast cancer affects one in eight women during their lives. To reduce your risk of developing breast cancer. Eat the right foods, exercise more, sleep well, do regular body check-ups and feel great.Then you'll live better!

Men can also get breast cancer..hmm this one I leave it up to you to find out what you want to know. That's all for today. Take care of your health & bye! ;)

tIME lIFE LIfE TIMe?

You will notice me
I'll be leaving my mark like initials carved
In an old oak tree, you wait and see

Maybe I'll write like Twain wrote
Maybe I'll paint like Van Gogh
Cure the common cold, I don't know
But I'm ready start 'cause I know in my heart

I wanna do something that matters, say something different
Something that sets the whole world on its ear
I wanna do something better with the time I've been given
I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
Leave nothing less than something that says ?I was here?

I will prove you wrong
If you think I'm all talk, you're in for a shock
'Cause this dream's too strong and before too long

Maybe I'll compose symphonies
Maybe I'll fight for world peace
'Cause I know it's my destiny
To leave more than a trace of myself in this place!

I wanna do something that matters, say something different
Something that sets the whole world on its ear
I wanna do something better with the time I've been given
I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
And leave nothing less than something that says ?I was here?

And I know that I, I will do more than just pass through this life
I'll leave nothing less than something that says ?I was here?
I was here

Long time no sea. Opps...no see. Eh, I was here? When's the last time I was here? I haven't write a post for some time and this was another plesant and unpleasant moment for me . Laptop has gone to +][+'...mood turns...do you believe mood changes with seasons? It's summer now and always summer...can I change the season? YES for The Season of My Heart. hehe :p

So many things happened in this few months and many have not happened yet so how many things can happen in a single instant? I'm still waiting for the beautifulness to show up. I was feeling hot and cold and my lips also getting dry. For some reasons I had not enough of water so my lips often look dry and chapped up these days. Time to gain Xtra knowledge again. Did you know lips are the most sensitive parts of our body? Due to few cellular layers (around 3 to 5 layers)..yeah i think! Blame the atmosphere! Sorry mother earth.

The time has come. I have to go cuz have still some assignment waiting me to be completed. I'll post up something 'eye-catching' later on. The last but most important, drink adequate amount of water and keep hydrated! I hope you are all keeping all. You have to keep the same sense nyehehe

God bless~
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◦•∞♡♥What can I §ay? What say you?

Another Google Prank?

'Google' logo is so creative! Normally, I would not write anything about this but Friday insanity at my place. Blame Google's Pac man game! You spiced up my night. Google breaks up the monotony of its main search page and turns the logo into a playable gaming ground....sigh, this made my brother gone wild. We thought it was a virus.

Early in the morning, I did computer scanning, and cleared history and every private data, and went search on internet to find the solutions to it. Aah, what a relief now that I found out this was a 'prank' game. Honestly, Google's idea of introducing Pac-Man game on their homepage is cute, but it wouldn't be fun just when you thought your web browser has been hijacked. However, I played and laughed at the game. To add the fun, hit the "Insert Coin" button twice to get Pac man's girl. Use w,a,s,d as a control key. If you feel the Google homepage is too annoying, click on the mute icon at left bottom corner so you can turn off the alarm sound or just turn off your speaker. It's such a good excuse that your boss won't scold you for playing game...ehehe and don't forget what you want to search for after that. Calm down people. This interactive doodle will be gone after Pac man's birthday. Thanks to Google for keeping us thrill with such things.
HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY PAC MAN!

ReMIND

Hello! Here's a gentle reminder for everyone including me. A healthy diet, physical exercise and challenging mental activities, including learning a new instrument or language, or completing crosswords, as the most effective ways to maintain a healthy mind.

Keep that in mind. Take care people.

Another Earth Day

Summer has Arrived!

LOL, it's always summer in Malaysia. The Sun is either burning HOT. I feel terribly hot in the afternoon. Have you been down to XX river lately? Even though I feel hot , I also not dare to bathe in the KL Klang River bcuz people knows how dirty is the river. You have to wash yourself with ?? bottles of shampoos and ?? soaps for one whole week to get rid of the river's foul smell!

Rain poured down in the evening to cool me down. But, the same day was also one unlucky day for other people eg. The burst of craziness brought by the rainstorm after excessive noon heat cause roofing flying off and the trees to come DOWn down down...even the advertising board at the roadside also being blown down. Oh ya, many planes having been grounded by the pall of volcanic ash spreading from Iceland in April 14 so go check with the airline cuz they have a duty of care towards the passengers, right? May be a free food vouchers, free accommodation, another flight transfer under comparable transport conditions? Hmmm, strange phenomenon happening all around the world, showing signs that the end of the world is near? I wonder how long 'the day the earth stood still'?

Time to heal the world already but who in the ***** do you think I am to solve the environmental problems?

I know recycling has increased, but so has trash generation. I hope we can try to be conscious of the waste we create and the ways we can pitch in. Other than finding and asking some pointed questions why this why that happening, let us also start doing our part in preserving and sustaining the Earth. Let's heal the world!

I found an extremely environmentally friendly project to share with all of the people who came here. Look at the pictures below. See how awesome it is to use manga comic as one of the vegetable farming methods? Plants growing in manga. I would use old magazines instead of my precious comic books.






look at the plant roots



collection of books

All too often we focus so intently on solving the problems, that we forget to zoom out and celebrate what is good in our life already.22nd of April- Earth Day. It is a special day to learn about to take care of the planet.haha, the earth is our mother so take care of yourself and the mother earth. Happy planting too !

Can't live?

Yes. It's another week again. I could live without touching my favorite games, Neopets. And currently, I'm still inactive status in facebook. This events happening probably because something has replaced them in my life. Something more important on my mind. Guess what's that picture on top and what does it mean?

I have been busy doing exercise. Yeah, I have started exercising my brain because things started jamming in my head already. I need to unclog my head to prevent the jam more down. I couldn't wait until the brain stops completely before taking any corrective action. Wanna know how stuff works? Firstly, fill up the brain with enough water. Secondly, breath in and out with a contractile stomach force. Then, shout 'WooooOh' with high pitch voice. You must have determination, strong power and start to concentrate and resistance in your mind. Take some time to allow your synapses connecting each other and neurons firing your brain overnight. ^___^ Sounds great?

Now I remembered, the symbol on top is (NFPA 704) - a color code called fire diamond. NFPA fire diamond indicate the level of chemical hazard.
blue indicating level of health hazard,
red = flammability
yellow = (chemical) reactivity
white containing special codes for unique hazards.
(For more specific information about NFPA, go here and here)

OK. Let's see how many days I can live without the my fav's games. See? There are many things I could live without. But, I can't live a day with you. I would give it all for just a moment with you. YOU ARE THE BEST THING that happened to me...guess who? Yeah, if you had been following me all this while, I guess you'll know who's that. Without hope in Jesus Christ, where would I be? Things wouldn't exist without a creator, right? For example, a watch must have a watchmaker. No one on this earth without God existing, He made us. I'm so glad to be a part of this great family.




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Days of Silence

Hello peeps
I come in peace ;p
Hah, I ♥ the pic!


This is my first post for April. Beware. Don't get fooled! I didn't write blog for some time and found that I almost got crazy already. Let's think on the bright side. My obession with the internet has decreased. *clap**clap* I can focus and concentrate to do other things. I'm still learning to relax myself but not too much at one time. Haiz, it's not easy as ABC. I have been enduring for the unfolding emotions and dramatic conflicts. How draaaaamaaatic O.o

Yeah, I was in state of silence for xx days. Whoa, a new record! Hmmm...how well you can define silence? From the definitions on the web, silence is the condition or quality of being or keeping still and silent,the absence of sound; stillness, a period of time without speech or noise, refusal or failure to speak out. Silence is a relative or total lack of audible sound. Friends also might wonder what's going on? My silence was so surprising?

Is it the weight that I'm carrying on is much too heavy for one human being? Don't be confused. I'm not pregnant. I wanna give some of that "weight" where it belongs. What weight? Secret*. Jesus, I need you now. Yeah, I have faith that what happens is for the best, whether I understand it or not. I'm like the optimists looking for the light at the end the tunnel? Come on, time is fading. There's no point playing the blame game again,blaming on that has happened. The important point is that we should start believing God to work out our problems, just as I would believe Him to work out anything else that’s wrong in my life so I will continue to do my best to make a difference. Never, ever give up if you still want to try... ...

"Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try Again. Fail again. Fail better"
- Samuel Beckett

I can do all things through Christ, He who gives me strength.

Philippians 4:13

By the way, my weight has gone up><". This is the result of energy input > energy output. -.-" People want to gain weight to keep up with friends or for all sorts of reasons. When is training session for the run? I'm gonna start traning , lose fats and build stamina! NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

I am killing the time and time is killing me too. Now, my eyes make me look tired. Sleepless night? Come on,this is just a temporary condition. Those dark circles under the eyes will be gone when I'm feeling better, right? Faith is about believing strongly when logic can’t support an answer. Life involves taking many risks every day, and not all of them will end positively. Life is BEAUTIFUL. I’ve got nothing to complain about already so I should Z-I-P my mouth. There's enough time to do it, with no time to waste. OK, let's move on. I missed you XD Aha, do you get me?
I ♥ this song. This was something I needed to hear!




extraction part of the lyrics

I need Your power to renew me, Lord, yeah
I need to know You're moving through me, Lord

I need You as my refuge
My first and last resort
Be the river always running
Through my deepest thoughts
Keep me in Your arms
'Cause even when I drift
I want to love You better than this

So renew me, Remake me
Undo me, Unbreak me
Come into the empty spaces
Of my broken places
And consume me, Complete me
Pursue me, Redeem me
Let Your Holy Spirit living through me
Renew me


Adios. God Bless~

One kind of Moment

This week is quite special. I had mixed feelings. Only a couple of times this 'special' kind of moment happened in my life. Each moment counts. For this moment is all we ever have. Would we really want to go change everything? The past is gone and the future is yet to be. What we can do cause we are who and where and what we are for now and this is the only moment we can do anything about. Be safe and good, or take a chance and be great? Hectic pace. The future is unclear for me.

I realised that I kept using that word 'we' in this post. Is this an appropriate noun to be used in writing? Should I change that to 'I'? Will using too much of 'I' cause people feel he/she a incredibly self-centered person?

OMG, where's the main point? I have never been a killer. Hope I didn't kill your brain cells. Back to this moment...listening to my heartbeat and there’s a wonder in the here and now. It’s right there in front of me and I don’t want to miss the chance. There’s only one who knows what’s really out there waiting in all the moments yet to be.

Sometimes I reach at a point where I like the feeling of the moment that's where I want to stop but I've been given these moments to encourage me along the way. Don't let those precious minutes pass me by. I want to live for every moment! Dear heavenly father in heaven, I need your guidance in doing the things I ought to do. Help me to trust in you all the time. I'll trust you as I trust the telephone to transmit my voice.

Jesus, remember me when I face the struggles and stresses of life.
Jesus, remember me when I feel like You're not there.
Jesus, remember me when the guilt of my past haunts me like a relentless ghost.

Do you believe God gives you the desires of your heart? When God grants my heart’s desire according to His purpose...if it is possible let this cup pass me by but not according to will but let His will be done?

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7
whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.
Hope it is well.

Running for...

Time flies and it's mid-March already. I read something on net. Running is fun.

One in ten joggers said that they have sex at least once a day and three per cent of joggers said they have sex twice a day.

Amongst non-runners one in four (25 per cent) said they had sex once a month or less.

The survey, which questioned 1,000 runners and 1,000 non-runners, also found that one in ten male runners confessed to thinking about sex while exercising.

In comparison, only five per cent of woman said they think about sex while running and almost half spend their time thinking about how the exercise is benefitting them.

The poll, carried out for healthcare charity Sue Ryder Care, also found that a quarter of joggers admitted going running to help them flirt with the opposite sex in a trend branded 'flunning'.

More than a third said they have managed to strike up a conversation with someone of the opposite sex while running.

The event organizer wanted to find out what motivates people to run and discover this new craze which seems to have really caught on everywhere hoping this will encourage more people to get running.

Oh my...the runners were joking about the copulate part. Weren't they? Run for 'Health'. That's the great benefit you get by being a runner @@*.
By the way, I'm joining RunNat2010 and going to practice for the run this weekend. I have to run right to prevent injuries.

Running is quite natural, right? At least, we must be contented with the blessings we have. Some people born with no arms and legs and...I have a pair of legs to stand,walk,run,etc...should appreciate it. I love running and jogging but wondered why its not easy to encourage people to get out and walk? Different people have different tastes, different interests and different priorities. I would be glad if more people can join me in getting in shape ;)

Yup getting hyperactive already and I would like to add on something to share with people.
Breaking free from the unrealistic thin ideal of beauty has never been more urgent.

Did you know that:

* 1 out of 8 adolescent girls reported starving themselves to lose weight
* 40% of moms tell their adolescent daughters to diet and 45% of these girls are of average weight
* 81% of 10 year old girls are afraid of being fat
* 51% of 9 and 10 year old girls feel better about themselves if they are on a diet
* More than 2/3 of women ages 18-25 would rather be mean or stupid than be fat
* Over 50% of women ages 18-25 would rather be hit by a truck than be fat
* 70 million people worldwide struggle with eating disorder

It's interesting or horrifying to know these statistics?

To conclude, eat and exercise,sleep tight and be bright!

The Night-side

Oppressive heat in the noon
then came the burdened clouds in the night
and rain already here now
Open the flood gates of Heaven
I can feel how heavy the rain fell
oh oh oh
Oh rain,
pour on me please...
When the pressure is on you
It's really hard to stand on
...went to Facon Education fair in KLCC today
Thinking...
Planning...
Thinking...
Looking at the old post
dreams of future?
How things have changed?
Hmmm...what's up?
It's been weeks full with too much going on in and outside of *.*

I heard people saying that the greater the darkness the brighter your light can shine.
Lead me to the right place where I can shine?
So must I shine in the darkness?
Shine on me...

In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven
Matthew 5:16

There's always a song in my head
I can hear it and my mind was singing along with all my heart
I feel the peace that can't be explained
I will be still
I'm longing for the healing to come
Today's song in my mind is "STILL"
I will not be afraid
I will TRUST and not be afraid for you are with me
I know that He knows.
Thank you Jesus.

Dealing with...

I somehow really lost interest of blogging already. Blogging took me xx hours to write this post. Believe it or not? I’ll rather go do other stuff. I still love to share some stories and the rest is secret. That's why my life is mysteries. That's why some people could not understand what and why I wrote this and that... haha? Confused because I didn't tell what? who? why? where? how?

There's so much things to do on the net. Most people will login to chat messenger like msn or skype, social networking site like facebook, myspace, friendster, and twitter is another famous real time information network for friends, family, and co-workers to communicate and stay connected with each other. With all this "good" things around, we can share and discover what's happening to the world now. so can you imagine life without internet?

In this 21st century, Internet become basic life of human especially, for business people, students, teachers, homemaker, etc...we depend on the internet for much of our information and entertainment but try to use the internet safely.

A study published in the journal Pediatrics stated that 42% of internet users aged 10 to 17 have been exposed to pornography. By the time these children reach adulthood, pornography can be a pervasive part of their lives and, for some, this can lead to serious problems, such as porn addiction. Parents out there please protect children from the negative aspects of computer use. We can't stop people from doing bad things but we can educate them to prevent

We are surrounded by negative people with negative thoughts but it's no big deal when you can control yourself from being "affected". ><" ahh my tired eyes...now my health got affected by the computer! I should stop here cuz I don't want to say anymore at this moment. I don't know I'm having a hard time ><~not my will be done but ur will be done in me? What was I thinking?

For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the LORD. "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Isaiah 55:8-9