One kind of Moment

This week is quite special. I had mixed feelings. Only a couple of times this 'special' kind of moment happened in my life. Each moment counts. For this moment is all we ever have. Would we really want to go change everything? The past is gone and the future is yet to be. What we can do cause we are who and where and what we are for now and this is the only moment we can do anything about. Be safe and good, or take a chance and be great? Hectic pace. The future is unclear for me.

I realised that I kept using that word 'we' in this post. Is this an appropriate noun to be used in writing? Should I change that to 'I'? Will using too much of 'I' cause people feel he/she a incredibly self-centered person?

OMG, where's the main point? I have never been a killer. Hope I didn't kill your brain cells. Back to this moment...listening to my heartbeat and there’s a wonder in the here and now. It’s right there in front of me and I don’t want to miss the chance. There’s only one who knows what’s really out there waiting in all the moments yet to be.

Sometimes I reach at a point where I like the feeling of the moment that's where I want to stop but I've been given these moments to encourage me along the way. Don't let those precious minutes pass me by. I want to live for every moment! Dear heavenly father in heaven, I need your guidance in doing the things I ought to do. Help me to trust in you all the time. I'll trust you as I trust the telephone to transmit my voice.

Jesus, remember me when I face the struggles and stresses of life.
Jesus, remember me when I feel like You're not there.
Jesus, remember me when the guilt of my past haunts me like a relentless ghost.

Do you believe God gives you the desires of your heart? When God grants my heart’s desire according to His purpose...if it is possible let this cup pass me by but not according to will but let His will be done?

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7
whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.
Hope it is well.

Running for...

Time flies and it's mid-March already. I read something on net. Running is fun.

One in ten joggers said that they have sex at least once a day and three per cent of joggers said they have sex twice a day.

Amongst non-runners one in four (25 per cent) said they had sex once a month or less.

The survey, which questioned 1,000 runners and 1,000 non-runners, also found that one in ten male runners confessed to thinking about sex while exercising.

In comparison, only five per cent of woman said they think about sex while running and almost half spend their time thinking about how the exercise is benefitting them.

The poll, carried out for healthcare charity Sue Ryder Care, also found that a quarter of joggers admitted going running to help them flirt with the opposite sex in a trend branded 'flunning'.

More than a third said they have managed to strike up a conversation with someone of the opposite sex while running.

The event organizer wanted to find out what motivates people to run and discover this new craze which seems to have really caught on everywhere hoping this will encourage more people to get running.

Oh my...the runners were joking about the copulate part. Weren't they? Run for 'Health'. That's the great benefit you get by being a runner @@*.
By the way, I'm joining RunNat2010 and going to practice for the run this weekend. I have to run right to prevent injuries.

Running is quite natural, right? At least, we must be contented with the blessings we have. Some people born with no arms and legs and...I have a pair of legs to stand,walk,run,etc...should appreciate it. I love running and jogging but wondered why its not easy to encourage people to get out and walk? Different people have different tastes, different interests and different priorities. I would be glad if more people can join me in getting in shape ;)

Yup getting hyperactive already and I would like to add on something to share with people.
Breaking free from the unrealistic thin ideal of beauty has never been more urgent.

Did you know that:

* 1 out of 8 adolescent girls reported starving themselves to lose weight
* 40% of moms tell their adolescent daughters to diet and 45% of these girls are of average weight
* 81% of 10 year old girls are afraid of being fat
* 51% of 9 and 10 year old girls feel better about themselves if they are on a diet
* More than 2/3 of women ages 18-25 would rather be mean or stupid than be fat
* Over 50% of women ages 18-25 would rather be hit by a truck than be fat
* 70 million people worldwide struggle with eating disorder

It's interesting or horrifying to know these statistics?

To conclude, eat and exercise,sleep tight and be bright!

The Night-side

Oppressive heat in the noon
then came the burdened clouds in the night
and rain already here now
Open the flood gates of Heaven
I can feel how heavy the rain fell
oh oh oh
Oh rain,
pour on me please...
When the pressure is on you
It's really hard to stand on
...went to Facon Education fair in KLCC today
Thinking...
Planning...
Thinking...
Looking at the old post
dreams of future?
How things have changed?
Hmmm...what's up?
It's been weeks full with too much going on in and outside of *.*

I heard people saying that the greater the darkness the brighter your light can shine.
Lead me to the right place where I can shine?
So must I shine in the darkness?
Shine on me...

In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven
Matthew 5:16

There's always a song in my head
I can hear it and my mind was singing along with all my heart
I feel the peace that can't be explained
I will be still
I'm longing for the healing to come
Today's song in my mind is "STILL"
I will not be afraid
I will TRUST and not be afraid for you are with me
I know that He knows.
Thank you Jesus.

Dealing with...

I somehow really lost interest of blogging already. Blogging took me xx hours to write this post. Believe it or not? I’ll rather go do other stuff. I still love to share some stories and the rest is secret. That's why my life is mysteries. That's why some people could not understand what and why I wrote this and that... haha? Confused because I didn't tell what? who? why? where? how?

There's so much things to do on the net. Most people will login to chat messenger like msn or skype, social networking site like facebook, myspace, friendster, and twitter is another famous real time information network for friends, family, and co-workers to communicate and stay connected with each other. With all this "good" things around, we can share and discover what's happening to the world now. so can you imagine life without internet?

In this 21st century, Internet become basic life of human especially, for business people, students, teachers, homemaker, etc...we depend on the internet for much of our information and entertainment but try to use the internet safely.

A study published in the journal Pediatrics stated that 42% of internet users aged 10 to 17 have been exposed to pornography. By the time these children reach adulthood, pornography can be a pervasive part of their lives and, for some, this can lead to serious problems, such as porn addiction. Parents out there please protect children from the negative aspects of computer use. We can't stop people from doing bad things but we can educate them to prevent

We are surrounded by negative people with negative thoughts but it's no big deal when you can control yourself from being "affected". ><" ahh my tired eyes...now my health got affected by the computer! I should stop here cuz I don't want to say anymore at this moment. I don't know I'm having a hard time ><~not my will be done but ur will be done in me? What was I thinking?

For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the LORD. "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Isaiah 55:8-9

Finding The Right Path

Trials dark on every hand, and we cannot understand
all the ways of God would lead us we wonder why the test
when we try to do our best, but we'll understand it better by and by
Oh Lord Jesus I need your guidance right now
I need to be restored
I need guidance in my heart and my step
Help me to find the right path for me to go now

Unto thee, O Lord, do I lift up my soul.
O my God, I trust in thee
let me not be ashamed, let not mine enemies triumph over me
Psalms 25:1-2

Laugther is the Best Medicine for Your heart

Laughter is good! Levity is good! When you allow yourself to be joyful, that joy radiates to all those around you.

To add on, smiling boost the immune system because smiling releases endorphins into the body, make us relax, putting less stress on the body.
visit here for more info


so watch this video. The best of Charlie Chaplin
I ♥ Charlie's show!

There must be more to life than this

There must be more to life than this
There must be more to life than this
How do we cope in a world without love
Mending all those broken hearts
And tending to those crying faces
There must be more to life than living
A better way for us to survive
Why should it be just a case of black or white
There must be more to life than this
Why is this world so full of hate
People dying everywhere
And we destroy what we create
People fighting for their human rights
But we just go on saying c'est la vie
So this is life
There must be more to life than killing
There must be more than meets the eye
What good is life, if in the end we all must die
There must be more to life than this
There must be more to life than killing
There must be more to life than this
I live in hope for a world filled with love
Then we can all just live in peace
There must be more to life, much more to life
There must be more to life, more to life than this

...that humans learn only by trial and error
I've got to live life, not think about it.
Just let me step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again.
Learn and grow but not to shrink back
I feel ALIVE!

Wonder...?

Oh, hello! It's afternoon!
I had few wonderful CNY visitation events. I had conversation and with my old classmates. I can't imagine a CNY without a dining with family and friends.
And yet, there are so many things I wonder about and so I wonder about what's next?
I wonder whether this was the right thing to do where you have so many things running through your head and so many things to think about,to start to handle and to solve...that just seems to be that last battle of your day? blah blah blah and to my wonder, problem still exists. What solutions do u offer?

I tried not to worry about tomorrow. After all tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.


So here (here)
You're free,
To hear (hear),
You're free to hear the truth
No fear in truth.

Truth
Brings
The calm,
So the storm won't take you down.

Halleluia,
He takes the simple,
And uses them to confound the proud.

So here (here),
You'ree free,
To hear (hear),
You'ree free.

I'm free to tell the truth,
I'm not a comfortable liar.
The truth sets me free,
So I can be free from lies
And I can see
And I can hear

So You will know the truth, too!

I should probably stop typing now because in this sense, I really have not come to a conclusion at all?

Logic is Illogical

Logic does not solve anything.

What could you not accept, if you but knew that everything that happens, all events, past, present, and to come, are gently planned by One Whose only purpose is your good?


by the way, guess who is she?

Result Release Date

Oh, my God! STPM results will be announced on Feb 25!

Out of Control

We want to control so everything happens in just the way we want it.

But at the end of the day, we control nothing,




It's all in God's hands, - has always been, and will always be.


So, do what you can, and then let go, and let God handle the rest.

*I ♥ Shugo chara!

Tokyo Dogs! This show took me about 1 month to finish it though there are 10 episodes only.
It's about So and Maruo solely focus on helping Yuki find her memories while trying to bring Jinno's crime organization. I love the chemistry between Sou and Maruo! As for Yuki, she's cute. Her character was bright. I burst out laughing when I saw their reactions and expression during their banter. Not forgetting So's family. They are so funny together when Sou's mum is calling him. And boyfriend of his sister who seems to have practically moved into the family home. He's acting very crazy. This is a comedy drama that just enjoyable to watch and it would be better if I could understand their language.


sigh~

Life

Life is...? Everybody has hard times. Facing ourselves can really bite the big one.

Joint Celebration▬ CNY and Valentine's Day

how rich~

how fruity~
Strawberries, honey dew melon and rock melon wedges, beaded grapes, pineapple daisies...a delicious bouquet of fresh fruit flowers. This remind me of the fruit basket that parents made for the Christmas Party Celebration back few years ago. It was marvelous! Opps I should get back to the topic.

A simple wish from me to everyone - Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's day! Woohoo~it's year of tiger!

...it should be this size..like this (________), not like this (____________), so smaller size = cute and cuter?

I was supposed to continue with more...Sarah, you raised my baking spirit!

Journalling

Holidays are great. Being on holiday is the only time of the year when I get to relax. When the holidays are over, then I will say I wish I had more holidays. There's no right or wrong way to enjoy the holidays. I got something to do to escape the “I'm bored” doldrums. Chances are good that, at some point in your life, you've journalled. In journalling right now. The best is there's no rules around journalling. Journalling can affect both physical and mental wellbeing. Let your thoughts flow and preserve your memories. But be caredful! Feelings won't be safe from the people around you, you may consider journalling on the computer. It's hard to keep a journal in a safe place though. Protect privacy when writing a internet journal? You may consider password-protecting your journal? What if hackers break into your network, how would the press ever find out? Though internet jounalling is faster and easier but I prefer the traditional methods of writing a journal. Don't worry. I will keep sharing lifetime stories with you all :p What were you thinking ?

"Nearly 4 billion trees worldwide are cut down each year for paper, ... uses 749 pounds of paper every year (adding up to a whopping 187 billion pounds per year for ... nearly 90000 sheets of paper or 2700 copies of a 35-page newspaper!" - extracted from ecology.com

Reduce the consumption of products made from trees. Save trees, save the world so I was thinking of 3R concept-'reduce, reuse, recycle' aspects can be incorporated into this activity. I make creative use of the available things around...don't have to waste $$ to buy sheets of paper [][][][][][]

I was surfing the internet and I remembered to share with all of you on "How to type hearts on your keyboard?" Let's make heart symbols with the numeric keypads. First, make sure the numlock mode on your keyboard is on. Then, holding down "Alt" key while typing 1 for ☺, 2 for ☻, 3 for ♥, 4 for ♦, 5 for ♣, 6 for ♠, 7 for •, 8 for ◘, 9 for ○, 10 for ◙, .11 for ♂, 12 for ♀, 13 for ♪, 14 for ♫, 15 for ☼, 16 for ►, 17 for ◄, 18 for ↕, 19 for ‼, 20 for ¶, 21 for §, 22 for ▬, 23 for ↨, 24 for ↑, 25 for ↓, 26 for →, 27 for ←, 28 for ∟, 29 for ↔, 30 for ▲, 31 for ▼, ...

Remember to hold down "Alt" key and enter number you want to get those symbols. By the way, you can use character map to do it but that one is different case already cuz you're not using the keypad anymore =_=".. go start> accessories> system tools> character map..then explore the map lol ^U^

I wonder why ALT+18 and ALT+23 is the same?
Have fun playing with that ♥~and generate the minimum amount of waste *wink**wink**wink*.

Spring 'NO' blues

my last update was 2nd of Feb and Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Can you feel the CNY mood yet? Things are starting to get busy. I've mentioned a lot about this. I often blog nowadays as compared to last year haha cuz I'm quite free now but I was busy for last few days...omg! What?!

I'll just mention one or two here. A Visitation to JX's mension. Before that, we chit chat too much till we went to the wrong way and ended up in the wrong place. We spent 1 hour plus in the car but being stucked in the car didn't bother me. I was just hoping Pris' mum didn't get angry or disappointed at that moment. We reached there by about 8. We got no time to sing K cuz we're late for that. Anyhow, Lynn, u missed a good chance of fun. Well, it's great to have a gathering with friends. I had fun spending time together with them...from sitting together around discussing issues from our own feelings to different places and based on the different attitudes and perspectives. Why does time flies so fast when you are having fun? That made me realise I got to say good bye to them. At least, it's not waste. It's not waste of time! If yes, is blogging is just a waste of time? Nah, It's an opportunity to allow me to see that being there was a chance to do something funny with them. I love playing...Hah! ;p The most I can do for my friend is simply a friend and the most difficult job as a friend is to offer understanding when we don't get the point. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection.

I get super bored just sitting around my house. I should get out of my own world and meet some strangers. Strangers are just friends waiting to happen. Who knows I might meet others who have a passion even secrets that I hide from the rest of the world. Wakakaka *lol* When life seemed at its greatest and if seeing me, a person who should not have had the xxxxxxxx I did, surviving and I will survive ;p

yeah im going to run for the nation!
join me

There must be a reason?

The above picture taken from Japanese drama -Tokyo Dogs...currently watching it.

Bleh..haha I love his funny face. I'm back here to blog again. My life has just been upside down and very crazy, as some would call it. At break of the day, in all the freshness, I read a book. At night, I You know how easily and suddenly these things happen, beginning in playful teasing and ending in something a little warmer?

There must be a reason. There must be a reason for raindrops to fall. There must be a reason why mountains are tall. And why are the stars in the sky? There must be a reason why. Bright stars, shine kindly here. Cool wind, blow softly here.

Kindness in your eyes
I guess you heard me cry
You smiled at me like Jesus to a child
I'm blessed I know
Heaven sent and heaven stole
You smiled at me like Jesus to a child
And what have I learned from all this pain
I thought I never feel the same about anyone or anything again
But now I know...

...it's time for me to sign out here. I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours :p

Oh lovely floral blanket! sleepy Zzzz

0126 HAPPY day

Yo! I haven't been blogging for few days already. Where have I been?

Wonderful events
100122 - home\ No Form 6 Costume Party -.-
100123 - chatting\ tooth fairy movie\ Mc D food\ shopping\ A&W food\ shopping\ home
100126 - chatting\ 'The Best House' Visitation\ playing\ kidding\ baking\ home

eat eat eat made my stomach felt so FULL all the time these days! I should eat right la burppppp ~.~ haiz
It's just all the bad things in life that make me unhappy. Noone can be happy all the time, right? But I felt grateful and HAPPY today! I shouldn't regret anything that I said because it's what me were feeling at this moment. When people close to you remember things that make you smile or feel special or something else. I always try to be happy at all times no matter what happens =) I didn't tell you to pretend everything is fine when you know that it’s not. There's gonna be some things in life that are going to make it hard for you to smile, but through all you see, all the rain and all the pain, you have to keep your sense of humor and keep on smiling. Think from the bright side mah~ Everyone strives to find it and keep it.

The source of happiness varies from person to person. My today's defination of "Happy" isssss not being pressured by wants and needs. It's having something that I can be glad to share with others. I so happy today cuz I have found my friends whom I can share my interest with. We had a pleasant evening together. No matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I rejoice greatly in the Lord that at last you have renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you have been concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. haha~I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.

Live knowing that somebody loves you; even if it isn't the somebody you want it to be. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Thank you and bye bye!

Can you lay down the burden of perfection now and strive for wholeness, happiness, and peace of mind instead? Peace be with you peeps! ;D

Come on! excercise to fight stress cuz I wanna be happy!

Awaiting Job

Do you know who I used to be? A Super Lady! I just got home from an interview at a hospital canteen. I'll be the "ah sum" there, cleaning the tables and mopping the floor. How could this happen? I was kidding again. They wanted me as a doctor secretary. Ohhhh my godnessss, I know it's a routine work. Basically, this job is just answering phone calls,making appointments, filing patient's records, writing memos. It seems so bored, right? Don't worry, I believe I can get through it ;)

Don't look down on secretary job! You see The Secretary of State is extremely important, because after the President, this Secretary is the chief government officer in charge of dealing with foreign nations. It's like the point man of negotiating treaties and agreements with other nations. Emmm, I'll try my best to make my working days to be meaningful. I wondered why Sir Winston Churchill, the British politician said this, "It's not enough that we do our best; sometimes we have to do what's required." What's he trying to tell us? Do what is expected rather than just your best? OMG (/)_(\)

I hope I'll get this job so that I so gain clear insight into today's healthcare and the role doctors play and see how they are approaching to the patients =) well then I'm sure this opportunity will let me gain some knowledge and skills, allowing me to embark early on my road to becoming an effective ???????......so I have to wait their hiring decision while I'm still enjoying my spring wonderland lalalalalala~ d(^~^)b

A Time of Crisis

Hey, I'm back again. M-I-A for 2 days. Yeah, I made the days different. Running around singing any song that is distasteful. Watch the video and do what you can.



Am I disturbing the peace? Please don't mind. I am extremely worried about 1 thing. This was about how exhaustive I am, hearing this song. It's sad and beautiful song, but not all is this depressing in relationships, sometimes we cry when things don't turn the way we want, and we make others feel bad. We cry because of the situations, to get their way, to keep from hurting someone else, and to release the over flow of tears that we have. It's good to be able to cry. What do you do when you want to cry but you cannot? Read this if you have time>The boy who cannot cry - The National Newspaper

What's not disturbing in your personal life? There is a precise purpose in those long hours, days of even years of waiting. "And not only so, but let us have joy in our troubles: in the knowledge that trouble gives us the power of waiting. And waiting gives experience; and experience, hope: and hope does not disappoint us..." I just can't wait to see what's more He has for me as I trust Him for His purposes and promises in my life. God understands my prayers even when I can't find the words to say them.

"For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, And a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace."

(Ecclesiastes 3:1-8)

Humans are never satisfied with their current state. We do take so much for granted. I'll try my best to enjoy what I have now so I won't look back and regret later. I hope everyone has something to be thankful for, even though there are a lot of hard times

...don't have to wait till Thanksgiving Day to thank people, isn't it?
I'm thankful for the 24 hours I already have ;p
and 'THANK YOU'!